To the love of my life, the peanut butter to my jelly and my lovely boyfriend who I love so much. Happy 4th year anniversary—WOW—we've been together for four years which by the way I'm not expecting since the past three years we've been through a lot, but we still make it and now still going strong, I know I'm not a perfect guy nor your ideal man but still you love me for what I am. Accept my goods and bads, loving me unconditionaly, there are times I got insecure, long distance relationship? sometimes it doesn't work there are a lot of 'what ifs' and my jealousy my goodness its as big as the universe—welp that's kinda exagerating but I think you got my point—what's worst I even get jealous to your friends and family what's with me (o-_-o) anyways it doesn't turn you off or hate me but instead it makes you call me cute which by the way not so true am not cute, am manly you read that M.A.N.L.Y ┐( ˘ ､ ˘ )┌ I asked mom if I could ask your hand for marriage already but what I get is a smack on the head, A Smack! 凸(｀△´＃) even though their not against about our relationship still her words "you two are still both young" and I was like (＃￣ω￣) we already did the diddly doo~~ and she's just like (ー_ー ) then she told me I need to save up if I want to marry you cause it will be bumpy road future if that happens the hell is bumpy road =.= I just realize marriage is just a way to prove that two people love each other but at the end, its the communication and trust for each other that matters, love just come second. For the four years we've been together we lost the communication even though trust still remains, I thought it would be the end of us but then we still salvage what could been a shattered love, thank you for the never ending trust that we make the communication to work. I want to say more but my words are now jumbling even I can't understand what I'm even saying anymore. I just... I love you so much o(TヘTo) thank you for loving me and staying with me through thick and thin, to sickness and health. Happy 4th year anniversary, I love you my Raii ♡ 

P.S Please tell your mom for me thank you very much cause she gave birth to a beautiful son like you I hope she's been well too and take care of her health. And for your dad even though his not here anymore—I pray for him—I want to thank him also for creating you along with your mom, for raising you so well and loving you and just... Ugh ( ╥ω╥ ) I felt like crying a river.

P.S.S One day! Please make sure to leave your left ring finger empty because I will put a ring there (⌒.−)＝★

p.s.s.s I just type it on phone sooooo.... Yeah and technically it's still June 19 in Germany I will follow their time for the purpose of this hehe