Ok so i havent written a blog in almost a year and im looking back at a younger me and wow i realised i changed. (Eventhough my age change is 10-12, i realise im not that active here as much as i used to)

Alright back to the main point of this. So me and my friend(who is also on aff so she'll see this) were talking to eachother about emotions on whatsapp and what not and i mentioned that i cried a lot during oral exams. She asked of it had something to do with um. I asked what it was and she insisted that she not say what it was. And i was very curious so i kept asking what she meant. She said that it was better she not say for the sake of myself (and at this point i was starting to get angry) so i kept saying that i wont get mad and i wont hate her but she kept saying that she wont say it. She also said that it might affect me alot or not affect me at all but she said both that I'll be mad at her. I said i wont get mad but that i was pissed she was not telling me it. Oh, and also in between everything, i snapped and messaged things i shouldnt have but i deleted them while she was offline so she didnt see them

And thats where we are now. It's 1:46 am and shes sleeping while im here ranting about it on aff instead of twitter.

Confidence issues i guess. ever since a few things happened, im not particularly the most positive as i used to be. the reason is only for 2 of my other friends to know.

Also, human, im sorry that i might have pressured you into saying it(eventhough i still dont know) and i wish things will be okay. i love you~ and my last message to you is still what im feeling at the time im typing this.

If you read through the whole thing, i applaud you :)

Bye until my next blog~