Reflection of Myself (?) (to my readers)

Hello.

I know most of you don't know me since I think only a handful of members know and follow my stories. Most of my stories are SHINee's JongKey ones and the chaptered ones are still not finished. It's been a long time since I updated something to my chaptered stories (a half and a year maybe?) and I want to apologize for that. Life happened and a lot of school related stuff since I just graduated high school. (The horrors.)

So I tried logging in to my asianfanfics account and rechecked all the things I've done in this website. I can't believe I started writing my first jongkey oneshot when I was just 14 years old. Like oh my god. I began re-reading my works earlier and it was cringe-worthy. Good Lord, bless my 14 year old self. I can't believe she wrote those and now 4 years has passed since then. I am still reeling over my works from the past, thinking along the lines of "Oh God, I wrote this?!" but still, all is good. I know I'm rambling and I'm proud of you if you're still reading this. XD

The thing is, I want to continue writing again but my mind is still in total chaos. I'm having a huge writer's block (probably because its been so long since I've written something like a decent update) and I really want to apologize for that. A lot of readers message me of when will I update my stories, especially 'Maybe Not'. I'll try, I'll really do and I hope you'll still support my stories when I'll have my reigns back. Thank you for the encouragements, especially on my Wattpad account (under the same username). I'll do my best to continue them. I just really feel like I need to express this to not let you wonder what will happen to my babies.

My stories in chronological order (in case you read them XD):

  • When Top 1 Loves Top 2 (jongkey)
  • My Only Wish This Year (christmas-jongkey)
  • Annoying Fanboy (jongkey)
  • Maybe Not (chaptered - jongkey)
  • Love Chained (jongkey)
  • That Nerd (jongkey)
  • Exchanged (jongkey)
  • The Idol's Assistant (chaptered - jongkey)
  • Puppy Love (jongkey)
  • To Reach You (jongkey)
  • Present from Enemy (jongkey)
  • Doctor Ice Cream (jongkey)
  • You Punk (jongkey)
  • ert Nerd (jongkey)
  • Crushes and Sketches (taeten)
  • The Line He'll Cross (chaptered - taeten)
  • Between Pick-up Lines, Cars, and Puppy (jongkey)
  • My Billionaire Ex (jongkey; not yet started o_o)
  • Pursuit to Lost Love (chaptered - jongkey)
  • Mixture of Different Emotions (drabbles collection - jongkey)
  • Written Serenades (jongkey)

They're quite a lot and most are cringy. God, sometimes I wonder what was I eating while writing them. If you read one of those without killing me in your head, thanks, I appreciate that a lot.

That's all I wanted to say. Thanks for reading <3

xoxo babes~ love yah!

bluefloral

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AlexRoze
#1
welcome back! <3
aniangel07
#2
ohhhh hey! :) I`m glad you are back.
Blingdom
#3
can't wait for your works!!!