I'm Just a Failure

Have you ever heard you're parents says that you are the example of a failure? After I got my result 1month ago I failed my history exam it means if I failed on subject that is important for job or career it means I failed all my subjects!

I was study hard and doing my best! My parents said some words that hurt my feelings , my mom says that I am an example of a failure and my dad who acknowledge about math say why my math got an E? Well hello I'm not even smart as him come on ugh!

And then my sister got scold by mom also you know what she said to me? She was look at me and said "look at what you done it should be you who suppose to be scolded why me?!", because of my failure my sister mad at me for include her because of my failure

For my parents they did say that if I pass my exam its enough for them but they still to get A's , my parents are such a liar I hate them but I still love then I don't what to do I want to cry but I can't it's like I had no heart in me , I'm just... Empty

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latifah03 #1 Apr 25, 2018 11:04:25

Thank you it makes me feel better :)

sleepingprince #2 Apr 25, 2018 10:35:23

Grades are important but it's not everything in life . When I took my national examination for college /uni entry I scored 6A 2B 1D .. Everyone said that my D (for maths) spoilt the whole result or else I would have excellent credit. But you see life doesn't end there . You still have many opportunities out there . There's still college / uni that will accept you as long as you have sufficient credits . There's still job opportunities just so as long as you work hard. If you think that your result is bad , than what about those who didn't even have the chance to go to school and complete their studies? Everyone is born different . You never have to compare yourself to anyone. Ignore what others have to think / say about you . In life, only the choosen one will be tested . As for your parents, they will eventually accept it as time passes. Don't be sad you're not alone . Everything will be okay. Please don't give up hope in life. When God take away something, He will blessed you with something else :)