Hello. 

Guess I'll start using this space to vent. 

Not particularly expecting reads on or interaction with this whatsoever haha

I suppose sometimes I need to ramble and other social networks are a no-no... Full of judgemental people who think they know about me. 

Either way I want to try to keep the record of my daily life, at least at random times...? So since this website offers the blogging option I guess I will take up on it.

Today... It was s*** as pretty much these past days have been. My mother is sick and traveling abroad with my dad to take care of her health so I'm stuck with looking after her office business and keeping tabs on the employee at the same time I have to go to university at night and I will start my internship in a couple days.

I'm doing all this during my remaining days of vacation that I took from work. "Vacation". When she arrives I will be back to working 8 a.m. to 5 p.m. and going to my internship every other day from 6 p.m. to midnight or classes on the days I don't have the internship.

To be honest I'm really tired and I just want to lay in bed and contemplate existence or write my fanfics but I haven't even been able to take that time to myself. The only thing that keeps me a little motivated and happy with life despite all is BTS lol. 

There is also my boyfriend who is currently in a whole other country and since my last visit things have been going down to the curb, he just doesn't accept or understand how busy my life is at the moment and gets really pissed off that I pay so much attention and admire Korean idols rather than replying his text messages the second after he sends them, this seems really stupid and childish coming from a couple of 24 year olds but it's just how it goes, he is just so f****** jealous and always breathing in my ear and I just can't take it anymore, especially because he has a short temper and starts saying hurtful things at random, then comes apologize every single time and I'm just so done with it. 

Right now, I feel like I am at the epicenter of everyone's expectations and I just can't deal with things. 

Ugh. 

Well I suppose it was good to vent a little.

I will be back at some point.

The one hoping for a better tomorrow, 

 -taekookie-