Its been long

So I'm lying on my bed at 2am right now looking through my blogposts 3 years ago... sigh I was 13, now I'm sixteen.

Its been super long since I wrote anything, I tried, but stuff always gets in the way. I still have passion for writing, probably just not on this platform anymore.

Everytime I see the notification "new story comments", I'm afraid to click on it because I'm afraid that someone would blame me for stopping so abruptly.

I haven't been writing for so long, yet I visit this sit everyday like a daily duty. I've been attached to Asianfanfics for what, 4 years?? It's really amazing now that I look back.

Half of the time I'm crying its because of the stories I read. I used to cry myself to bed because of how touching a story was. I wished that one day I would be the writer bringing tears to my readers. It's a pity I didn't get to acheive it.

I've improved in my writing compared to the 13 year old me who wrote on this site everyday. Thank you Asianfanfics for being in my life. I will still visit l frequently, even as I mature into an adult, just like how I did for the past 4 years :D

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ILovePikachu2 #1 Apr 4, 2018 08:28:38

I feel you! I've written stories ever since the age of 14 however ever since I was 18 and went to university, writing fanfics just went downhill a lot! It's not that I don't have urges to write cause I actually do want to write more and want to complete the stories I've made however it's just whenever I start to write and all, I don't know why....I actually find myself feeling bored of writing it shortly after writing few bits of it.

I still do visit the site for a good amount of time but it's just I haven't been writing a good amount or in fact writing anything on it tbh. I get a good amount of comments to update once in a while but it's just Idk, I haven't gotten the urge to get writing...hopefully I'll finish the stories that I haven't finished writing...