So last year brought me a lot of stress and I lost who I was as a writer. There were problems with one of my stories and all of the hate that was generated from that made me step back, stop writing fanfiction, and stop reading fanfiction. Everytime I logged in to aff or tumblr I was flooded with mixed emotions and couldn't get farther into the site than the home screen. I was physically getting sick becuase of the negative emotions I was feeling. I honestly thought I hated writing and would never go back to it. My amazing boyfriend saw how upset I was and he and I talked about everything and he made me realize that I can't let other people (90% of which I never actually met) bring me down. He told me to take as much time as I needed to feel comfortable, but to not give up on something I once loved so quickly. He helped me through a lot and slowly encouraged me to work past the block I had mentally developed until I am now here again. I started reading some fics again a few weeks ago and after taking time away from writing and from reading fan fiction I am back and I am going to try to find myself as a writer again. It might be a struggle, but my darling was right, giving up on something I loved so much isn't who I am and is something I would regret not trying again. So I have a new motto:

New year, new me.

Anticipate my new writing!!! 

I think I'm going to start with a ChanBaek Omegaverse AU... I ususally do one shots, but I'm feeling like taking on a challenge...If anyone has any requests for one shots though, Rated M or Not, let me know!! I'm looking for some new inspiration!

See you all soon!!

~RugiRugi