It's actually my sorta ritual to check on everything before I go to bed. Tonight Idek why, but I scrolled through my inbox and read messages from friends on aff and this made me think how time flies really fast. 

It's like I'm going back to the old days where I talked to Ika, Ana, Rev, Hina, Kira and many more here quite frequently and we shared things etc, those were surely good days I won't be deleting even in the next 30 years. 

Living up to the old memories made me think how far I've walked this journey and how quick the clock actually ticks. Now I am 28 y/o and it's just another 2 years left until I become 30. Lol 

Speaking of age, do not ask me about getting married because I WON'T be getting married, not that I don't want to but after a lot of things happened, I will never be ready to get married. Not now, never. 

Back to the main reason I'm writing this, I actually miss the old days so much but yeah, I need to understand that everything has changed. People are growing up, some are getting really busy, some are catching up with schools and works, some are quitting from being fangirls. That's the phase of life unlike me, who keeps on running but coming back the year after because I felt missing, so... Hahaha. 

I just really love seeing how different it is to be here again after years of hiatus and see how everybody has slowly left this site because of busy life etc. But seriously, it feels truly different from years before. 

I still remember how busy this site was running back then with loads of people coming in, reading, roleplaying, writing stuffs and all. It was a fun thing to see. But as years past, people started leaving, coming back only to get updated etc, so hmm. It changes. 

So I think, that's all I wanna say. I miss ranting lol xD. If you guys read this, you can share your experience as well. ♡♡♡♡