hey, i don't know were to write this but whatever i'll write it here. Update time: it's been a month since i started writing three other fanfics and i wanted to say sorry for the lack of content posted but basically i started writing a ff that was going to be really long, then i wanted to upload something shorter but the idea i had was going to take a lot more than just a few hours like the ff i published. Then another idea came up and that too is taking me so much so i can't do something short for now. Go big or go home i guess...

I also wanted to say that those ffs are not only taking a lot of my time but they're deeply changing the person that i am and also they're making me do things that i shouldn't be doing. When i started writing after a really bad period of my life that basically made me forget about all my passions, i found myself recreating the stories that i basically lived myself so, as you can imagine, i'm trying to do all of the things that i've never experienced, just to know what i'm talking about and to express better what i want to say and making the reader feel the scenes just as if they were in them. I mean, that's probably what everyone does but whatever i just wanted to ramble about something. I'm also putting into words what i feel making especially Yoongi's character similar to me so that's why yoongi is the one i write more carefully about. I'm analyzing every bts video (and that's a lot of work since i always go too deep), i'm making my own theories and i have to say that bighit's work is much more that a work of art, i can't explain how amazed i am by what i understood from the videos. Everything adds up and my theories make sense. (just so you know, one of the three ffs is based on these theories and i think that it will be the most spectacular thing i'll do, ever)

I dont't know if i should at least write the title and just a quick explanation of the ffs i'm writing, let me know if you would be interested. And also, thanks to everyone and i hope that that short vkook thing i wrote was good. Oh and just to let you know, english is not my first language so I'm doing a course mainly because, as i said, i want my writing to be good but i would still be thankful to those that tell me if something doesn't add up in the stories or there are formal errors that i repeat. 

also please support me, i'm fragile lol. I just want to do soemthing good and i hope that i will