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I'm starting to keep a daily journal again cause I have too many thoughts stuck in my head that I can't make room to plan projects well without getting distracted by something else I wanna do. I have the kind of personality that I like everything, so I wanna try everything and work on everything and have a million things going on at once. Which just leads me to not get much done because I'm thinking more than doing. Hopefully letting my thoughts out will help me more and I can figure out what to do first and second and third instead of just being like "I wanna do all that but its all equal in my mind so idk what to do first."

 

 

I always thought growing up that getting to create my own schedule would be perfect and ideal for me. But in reality it's very challenging, especially since I'm a perfectionist and want to be as efficient as possible. But also I'm human and have weird complexes about certain things so I rarely ever meet the extreme goals I set for myself. 

 

Anyway, hope y'all on here have been doing good. I took a break from AFF during January unintentionally cause I was focusing on other things. But now that I'm back on, I wanna have fun on here like I used to, and I wanna write stories that I enjoy. Which I've been trying to do on and off, but never really quite hitting my stride like I did a few years ago. I dunno, I always worry about time and how long things will take when in reality I have PLENTY of time, I just don't always manage it well. Nonetheless, I've been taking more random courses online and am planning on taking some history courses and maybe that will spark some story ideas. Cause a year or so back I talked in a blog about how I would want to do a historical series for exo about a robot OC and all that. I started writing it and it was really cool, but I started worrying about time and how long it would take so I dropped it. But I think it would be fun to actually start that forreal and let myself enjoy writing it. I have other stories and some short stories I want to write first because I want to polish up my writing skill before tackling a big historical/fantasy type story. Plus I'm still like "Should it be about exo...or another group?"

 

It's interesting how exo still seems to be the top group on AFF when a lot of other groups are at their level or higher when it comes to like mv views and awards and stuff. But I still like exo, even if they aren't perfect to me and I miss china line. I like BTS as a music group and they have fun personalities...but writing about them isn't super interesting to me. I tried it w 2 stories and was just like "...meh." Got7 is fun. I watched some Got7 compilations the other day and my brain was shook from seeing Jackson with them speaking Korean cause I'm so used to seeing him in Chinese stuff these days. I've been wanting to write a Seventeen fic, but I don't know their personalities that well...which could be good cause then I could really just make their personalities however I want. Idk, I like iKON too. I like a lot of groups so picking just one person or two or just a few to write about is impossible these days lol. Maybe I'll just do the historical fantasy series about Got7 (and change a lot of stuff so it fits them better) cause even though I complain about their new music when it debuts, it grows on me and I still support them and am a huge fan. Plus I planned a few years ago to write a story about each of them anyway and only finished like half. Plus it would just be 7 stories versus like 9/12 for exo or 13 for seventeen.

 

Omg or I could do a paranormal/fantasy (maybe historical) series for Got7, cause that JB ghost story I wrote....it could be like the series prequel. Ooooo that could be fun. 

 

Idk, I have a lot of ideas, let's just wait and see which ones I end up doing lol. 

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Little-hope #1
I think we are a little bit same about having a lot of ideas lol

But for me, I tend to focus on writing in french because i'm French LOL and I would like to have more time writing or pursue my stories which I already published here.. Aah, it's complicated lol >_<

I was a big fan of EXO but it's been a while that I stopped writing about them. Last year, I wrote about BTS and I've planned writing on Monsta X more... But again, I have several ideas for hetero stories because I mainly write shonen-ai, boys love.

And recently, I'm into MarkJin and 2Jae of GOT7 which was so unexpected LOL

I hope that you can take enough time writing each stories that you want and don't be stress out ! Keep enjoying what you writing ! ^^

Fighting, cheer up !
pinaywriter #2
Same problem on my side. ^^
Hana_exo #3
I'm will always wait for ur update dear >_<
Guardiannoona7 #4
Yesss please sequel fo On His Mind!!!!!!! HuhuhuH i love you
KaihleeLo #5
Did I write this blog...? LOL why do I feel like you're talking about me too xD
"I always thought growing up that getting to create my own schedule would be perfect and ideal for me. But in reality it's very challenging, especially since I'm a perfectionist and want to be as efficient as possible. But also I'm human and have weird complexes about certain things so I rarely ever meet the extreme goals I set for myself. " Seriously, I can relate so well. I couldn't wait to get out of high school so I could plan my own school and work schedule. Well, years later and I'm complaining about how much I hate the schedule I assign myself... And let's not talk about goals cause it'll only show how much of a slacker I am lol.

Funny thing is, EXO is such a dynamic group. (Not that no other groups are) But I swear, EXO has every kind of a 'main' character feel you'd need and want for any story. Like they all fit serious and funny characters even if in real life they aren't too much of one or the other. Just like how it's easier for me to use Infinite's Myungsoo versus say Dongwoo or Sunggyu. Myungsoo just have that typical male lead aura and feel in a story >_< And I think looks just play a major role in it too haha.

Anywho, I hope you succeed in wiritng whatever stories featuring whoever you wish. Fighting!
ramen1 #6
I got into kpop because of tvxq , junsu’s voice ...then 2009 I noticed infinite and Baaaaam , that Was it
charlislekim #7
For me, I got into KPOP because of EXO. So even if I Stan other group, EXO will still be my number one.
ShoveItUpMy #8
Yesss a Paranormal/fantasy even Horror will be hella great
upgrader #9
I never used to think writing about BTS would be interesting since for me I've always written about YG groups. But recently I've gotten into writing about BTS, I think because I've been seeing them more often and have gotten inspired. I also like writing about IKON but honestly for me I only feel like I can write about a few members. But interestingly, even though I really like GOT7 I don't think I could ever write about them!!

Good luck with everything!!

Also, do you keep a bullet journal? I've been meaning to get into that but it'd be more for creative things and less for school or work. It would be more personal. Good luck with that, maybe we could get into it together!!
dks-dks-dks #10
I’m like that too, wanting to do everything at once. Sometimes we need to find a balance in things I believe...

I’ve also enjoy other groups (I’ve never tried writing about them) but I can’t seem to find myself reading FF with them, except cameos from SUJU or maybe Twice; other than that, either reading and/or writing, I stick to EXO
SheirynFiya #11
Ohh i understand you. I enjoy listening to exo and bts as well and other groups but exo would still be my top choice to write about bcos its... exo. Hope tht the hiatus made you feel a lot better!
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