20180108

Goodmorning guys :D

It's 8:33 am here in the Philippines and I just arrived at work. I'm feeling groggy, since it was sunday yesterday so all I did was sleep all day. I don't even have the time to open my games anymore :c 

Anyway, let me tell you about myself, lol I'm much more talkative in the internet rather than personally. It gives me the time to think about what I said.

So, I just turned 21 last yr December 30, 2017. I went to my hometown in Bacolod City, we went on a road trip to Dumaguete and driving for 4 hours straight ain't cool considering the last time I drove was like months ago, I don't have a car yet at my work I just graduated recently March 2017. Good thing my dad and I took turns in taking the wheel so i was a total of 8 hours lol

I have 2 brothers, and I'm the middle child. My older brother is an ECE, just look it up if you're curious, he also turned 26 last yr December 25. Lastly, our youngest of he family is 14 years old lookin' like he's 22. *rolls eyes*

My older brother and I are introverted. He's an INFJ-F and I'm an INTJ-A, again, look it up if you're curious, dunno about my younger brother but I'm sure he's an ambivert. 

I'm small. Like... 5'1. So... *sighs*

By the way, I love to dance and draw been doing it since I was 3, I hate being on stage so if ever I was assigned as a dancer for the intramurals I'd go back to the cheering squad at the back lmao I don't really like being the center of attention and I didn't have much confidence back then. That is... until College. Because there were times that I'd get caught dancing inside the room alone with my earphones on lol. It's hard to resist not to dance when you've got earphones on okay -_-

So, like... yeah I've been caught by a bunch of them really, and then that internal panic you get when you meet eyes with them like "Omg. What do I do?!" Being the introvert I am, I stop and sit down and wait for them to leave and sleep 'till class starts and them ge scolded by the teacher because everyone finished greeting the teacher and I was sleeping. I sit on the front row by he way, I couldn't see much, I just recently got my glasses this 2018 so it was hard during College. Lol

Eventually, I was convinced by a friend and another to showcase my dancing, so I started to audition, and let me tell you I was kicked out 3 times for 3 years because first, I didn't have the facial expression, I was a kid full of hate okay I didn't mean to, second, my trainor said I had the control and accuracy of my movements but he couldn't feel the emotion in me when I dance, so it was dull, he had no choice to kick me out lol, and lastly, I was lazy to go on practices even though I got in, but that's because I had to attend both practices, the other one was Track and Field, I was a sprinter I had breathing problems, but loved sports nevertheless. 

I had another family in Track and Field that I didn't get with the Dance Members. I'm much more open with them so I had to give up on dancing, it was hard to balance my studies since I'm and Architecture student and I work part time as a driver and layout artist at my family's business. Sometimes, processing paper work and money work.

Filipino moms are scary, ya'll. So, when you wake up and get home you have to do household chores damn yo I was really skinny back then. I'm trying to gain weight this 2018, I plan on aiming for 45kg, I was 36kg the last time 2017, Thesis got the best of me, I have PTSD, to those who don't know, it's Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, I have family problems, I'll leave it at that. So it was hard to cope up with everything going on. 

My record on 100m is 11.6 seconds. We have shortage on female members on Track and Field so when the competition comes up I get 3 events FML. That's 100m, 200m and Relay for 2 years. You know what's fun? 2 of us are the only sprinters and we both have asthma so like after 100m and 200m we both run towards the medic good thing the school provides an ambulance for us. So when 400m and 800m events finish we both get back for the relay full charged. 

We we're champions on track and field for 2 consecutive years. It was very fun and memorable. 

Kinda miss College now that I think of it now. ;-; I work in Manila which is very faaaaar faaaaar away from my hometown. 

Anyway, that's it for today, I'll tell you more the next time if you aren't bored to death yet lmao. Gotta work! Bye! :3

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