To you, to myself, to every guy, and to every girl.
 

"What I can't tell in person, I write it for everyone to read"

Unfair. That's all I can say. I don't know which one of us is.

Is it you?

For suddenly throwing your confession on my way, for suddenly showing me how you feel, for suddenly giving your heart on my hands. Is it you, who is, one of my closest friend. Who was there, for all the ty times and all the ty things I did. Who knew how incredibly stupid I am, who knows how awful I can be, who can tell how y i am. And yet, and yet you still fall for me. Is it you, who promised me that nothing would change that you'll still be my friend, that you're still there, and would always be there after telling me how you feel.

or is it me?

For dodging when your feelings pointed my way, for closing my eyes when you showed me how you feel, for being afraid of holding your heart when it's already on my hands. Is it me, who never think of you as more than a brother, who looks up to you because you're one of the best guys out there, who knows how much more you deserve. Is it me, who wanted to be your friend., who wanted your support, who only wanted you in my life. Is it me? for not acknowledging your feelings and acted the same as always as if the confession didn't happen so that I can keep our friendship intact..

Who is there to blame? Is it you, or is it me?

If there's no one, then how did we end up this way?

Why aren't we talking? Why aren't you talking to me?

I'm hurt. It's so unfair. you shoudn't have poured out your feelings to me like that if you were going to be like this. You're unfair. You were the one who told me that you wanted nothing to change, you were the one who didn't ask for anything. You were the one who told me that you're not expecting anything but friendship.

So why am I suddenly recieving the cold shoulder?

Is it like this?

When guys confess to a girl, do you suddenly let go of the friendship? is it gone? 

Can't we go back to what we were before?