Jonghyun-ah, it still hurts so much.

Why is it?

You’re not even my bias.

Why does it hurt this much?

People are wondering why am I pathetically mourning over someone I don’t even know personally?

Truth is, I’m wondering too.

I don’t want this pain if I can help it.

I don’t want to cry to sleep anymore.

I don’t want to cry when I wake up in the morning just to realize that I live in the world where you don’t exist anymore.

It hurts. It in’ hurts.

Jonghyun-ah,

Do I adore you this much?

Do I love you this big?

I wish I knew this earlier and shout it out to you so you could hear it.