Hello everyone, 

I'm pretty sure, wherever you are right, you probably have heard about what happend with Jonghyun Shinee. 

I'm really sad, that i crying non stop and just watch my shinee video's. I may not say this often, but since begining i'm a shawol (if you notice, my name is Choi its stand for Choi Minho) . I really like shinee that i firmly believe they never broke apart. But this is really a terrible news. 

The news is broke thousands heart and sent us to end of our sanity. I personally didn't think this could happen. Jonghyunie is really nice person. I really want to turn back time and held him, telling him its okay, your life is really worth it. I know this is really selfish of my self to ask. But i just want hold him  for the last time and see him smile. But, whatever he choose i will try to accept with all my heart. 

My dearest friend, wherever you are. If you really lost hope, please find someone to talk to, i believe there's so many people that love you so much. Those dark time shall pass soon, keep surrounding youself with people that love you and keep spread love. Mental health is isn't something we could predict or something. 

Please from now on, don't push the bias too hard, try to tell them that they're doing fine, they're really great, they also human too, they could tired, i'm sure there's a lot of celebrity that think to suicide. Encourage them with love, never ever demand something that could make them stress out. They only human, they're no a robot. 

You never know how tired person are until they are tired. Spread love and no hate. 

Please , just please send a pray for jonghyun. He deserves better. 

Untill next time.