I know I promised I'd upload the next chapter for Brightest Star one of these days.
I know I promised to update everything before the holidays and I know I promised not to make you guys wait for so long.

After the news yesterday, I'm completely shaken. Some people might not understand this but SHINee have always been here for me with their music and words whenever I was in a dark place. To me, they have always been that light that kept me sane and going. 

As I said, I'm completely shaken. I don't think I've cried this much in my entire life. 

So I'm really sorry to say that even though I did truly want to, and planned to, update all my stories, I'm afraid I will have to postpone this. I'm not talking about a hiatus or about leaving or discontinuing my stories, no, becase in times like this writing actually helps me calm down. I just mean it might take me a while to get myself together. 

I feel like I won't be in a good state for at least another few days, a good enough state to sit down and actually write something coherent. 

That, and I do feel like it is just not right to be writing stories when all those people are in mourning, including me.

It is a matter of respect.