yesterday, SHINee's amazing member, Jonghyun passed away. This news hit me really hard and I can say for sure that I need time to process this. I loved every member of SHINee equally including Jonghyun. It's hard to accept that he will never come back, but we have to accept his choice. He has suffered and now he is free. Jonghyun really cares about us, shawols and wouldn't want us to be sad so I beg you to be strong. Close your social media for now and don't listen to their songs for now. I'm doing the same. because I need the time to accept it. Shawols be strong! we can do this! just a tip go do something with your friends like bowling idk. support the other members too. They have a hard time too. Now as you can see I used to write Jongkey fanfics, but I'm going to stop doing that. From now on, I will only write Baekyeol/Chanbaek fanfics because I can't bear to type out Jonghyun and to think about him without feeling sad. I'm also going to change my name to something else, probably Chanbaek related and as last rest in peace our beautiful human being 

If you feel sad or depressed, you can always talk to me :) I'll be there for you.