I can't describe my feelings right now. SHINee is one of those groups that brought me into this, kpop fandom. Although I may not stan them as much as I stan the other groups now, I still could feel the loss, the grief. I really can't believe that it happened. Jonghyun is such a talened gem in the industry and it's such a devastating fact that he's not around anymore. He was one of my first bias a few years ago and I really didn't expect this to happen. 

I really didn't see this coming. 

So guys please, whatever problem that you're having, please, PLEASE dont' chose to end your life just like that. Talk to people about your problems, about your feelings. If you wanna stay anonymous, then try calling the suicide prevention hotline or just any other hotlines that could help with you problem.

SUICIDE IS JUST NOT RIGHT, guys, okay? Keep in mind that GOD IS ALWAYS with us. 

If you noticed that your friend is depressed or just not being themself, talk to them. Give them support. Tell them that you love them and they are worthy.   Don't let them bottle up their feelings and please at this point instead of judging them for feeling that way, TALK TO THEM. Give them support.Give them help. 

Jonghyun's death really did left a scar in our hearts so let's just never stop praying for him to be in peace. He must've gone through a lot that he finally chose to end his life this way. However, we don't know what happened, what was he struggling with so we certainly CANNOT blame him for anything nor we have the rights to judge his desicion. 

So guys please, take care of our idols. Enough of fanwars, enough of bashing. And always bear in mind that suicide is just NOT RIGHT.