I remember becoming a SHINee fan right after their debut song was released. They’ll always be one of the groups I hold dear to my heart. I remember being super excited when SHINee won their first award. I remember waiting for a new episode of Hello Baby while it was airing and laughing together along with SHINee when I watching the show. But behind those smiles and laughter the members put on in public, they’ve had times when the entertainment industry pushed them to their limits. The new about Jonghyun really saddens me. He was one of my favorite vocalist and he was such an inspirational person to me. May he find the peace he wanted and my deepest condolences to his family, friends, fans, and loved ones. You are loved and will be remembered, Jonghyun.

Please feel free to reach out to me through my inbox if you are going through a tough time or even if you just want to rant about something. I’ll be there for you.

Update: he’s currently at the ICU. Amber and lee hi deleted their posts about him. Hopefully he’ll be okay!!! 

Update: SM just confirmed his death :(