Kim Jonghyun was such a great inspiration.

My favorite part, out of all of them, was when he would smile.

Such wide and happy smile.

Who would've thought it was a facade. 

I hope deeply it was a lie. I still do, because I'm not ready. I can't be.

I didn't prepare myself for this because I thought it wouldn't happen. 

Now you're gone and it feels like I can't breathe.

When they say that God picks the most precious to go with him, they weren't kidding.

I can't believe how hard it was for you, and I'm sorry. 

You must've been suffering for so long without anyone knowing and it breaks me to think that you went through all that alone.

I'm sorry you had to cry yourself to sleep.

I'm sorry you gave up so fast. 

You can rest in peace now, Jjongie.

The pain is gone now.

April 8, 1990 - December 18, 2017