So as I have mentioned before in another blog post, I am going to both of VIXX's Austrailan shows - Sydney on 27th and Melbourne on the 29th.   I lined up at the Sydney venue at 5am and I waited for about 14 hours until doors opened and I got front row. The results?

   LEO LOOKED AT ME AT LEAST 70% OF THE ENTIRE SYDNEY SHOW.

  I was the only one in my section (left side of Gold mosh) to hold a version 1 lightstick and a version 2 lightstick, a VIXX slogan around my neck, and a Leo fan. Not to mention I was the one yelling for him from my section and he noticed.

  Because of that, he kept looking over.

  During the slower songs (Romance is Over), Leo sat second from the left, which was about 2m away from me. I think I got too overwhelmed with emotions because I started crying. Like sobbing. The girl behind me tapped me on the shoulder because you can see I was shaking from behind and the girl next to me kindly wiped my tears. Leo was looking at me the whole time and I felt shy and embarrased so I hid my face with one hand holding the lightstick and the other holding the fan but he kept looking because THE FAN HAD HIS DAMN NAME ON IT.

  After the ballads he was on the right side of the stage for some other performances and he occasionally glanced in my section. Maybe because he wanted to see if I was still crying lmao. I was so embarrassed. 

  Then during fan engagement songs such as Heaven, all the other members ran around the stage but he came to the left side where I was and stood there for the whole song ;A; 

  Hi touch went by too fast but basically I told Leo that I'll be going to Melbourne and I'll be seeing him again in two days.

   Fast forward to Wednesday, Melbourne

  I sat in the middle section about 15 rows from the stage so he couldn't really see me BUT I think he recognized the screaming because before the lights dimmed after a small talk segment into a performance he laughed with the other members - laughed as in the embarrassed smile he always does lol. I got photo opportunity for the fan benefit - as soon as I walked in the door Leo was there. He was last in line and we were standing really close while waiting for all the fans to get seated. We locked gazes and he smiled. It was all perfect until I realized my mistake:

  I let my friend go in front of me so I could flirt with the guy in line - I regret that so bad because MY FRIEND GOT THE SEAT RIGHT IN FRONT OF LEO. He was the last in line so my friend took the last seat. The manager said "ok move to the front" and I was so disappointed because I went AWWWWW ;~; really loudly and walked to the other side, in front of N. (I don't have anything against N but I just wanted to sit in front of Leo ok) As I walked 2 steps I heard my friend calling my name so I turned and looked, I saw Leo and all the other members laughing at me because of the AWWWW and I saw an empty seat next to my friend but someone else took it so I just kneeled in front of N. Leo did the embarrased with raised shoulder smile with teeth to the other members, Ken did the closed lip smile, Hongbin smiled with teeth, Ravi did the snort type of laugh that goes "hah", Hyuk was just smiling, and N pointed at me with a smiled that showed teeth.

  In the end I sat in front of N, which I am still happy for but I was disappointed because Leo was my UB and omg HE RECOGNIZED ME FROM SYDNEY

  As we were leaving, I was the first to reach the door but I turned around and saw Leo looking at me so I frantically waved at him, to which he returned with a smile and a nod of his head. After that I left the room v v unstable and emotional because he remembered me and I was just ahugwauhegajgiuhghuuqhfakwjuaghahi 

  Even though I was salty and a bit regretful, the event concluded on a good note and I am glad I made them laugh. And Leo recognized + remembered me I also have about 4 fancams for the Sydney show and managed to record 50 minutes of the show in Melbourne, which I am pretty proud of because it was so hard to film in Melbourne omg. 

  I had the greatest time of my life. I cannot wait for them to come back. It's been only 24 hours and I miss them already ;~;