Guys, I'm so stressed out i don't even know what to do anymore. I'm stressed out about whats happening at home, I'm stressed out with work and what's happening at work, and tbh it's affecting my performance real bad. I don't remember the things I'm supposed to remember by heart, my partner at work is being an , my friends rarely talk to me anymore and it's getting to the point where I'm close enough to get anxiety.

All the slipups at work and the many other things that have not been going well in my life is starting to get to me and weighing me down and my friends aren't even helping. Like i don't mind if you can't have the time to listen to me but just waving it off as a joke, that's too much for me. I have been there for them since day 1 and only to get this kind of treatment from them is just annoying? i guess...

I cry every night just to make sure it doesn't affect me even more during work time because really, I can't just go missing for 15 minutes without someone reporting me that I'm not doing my work. I can't even tell my instructor because she's an too sometimes. I can't even tell my family also because they wouldn't understand me.

But seriously, I don't even want to start explaining everything from A to Z because it takes time ( even though i want to get it out of my chest) and also because I realized that people, no matter how much you explain, will only understand something from their level of perception.

So then, anyone has any idea on how to help me this "poor" child?