Sometimes I just really hate myself.
I feel like people don't want to talk to me anymore.
Like I'm boring or disgusting and I just feel like I'm alone alot of the time.
I don't have any local friends and I have severe social anxiety so I don't go anywhere often.
And recently I've been told by my doctor my Diabetes isn't well controlled but he's refused to fill my main medication for 3 weeks so of course my blood sugar is gonna be high!
And then he tells me I've been taking my medication wrong when I haven't whatsoever! He's saying I should be taking two of that main pill but on the bottle it says "take one a day, once daily!!" Like the !?

I owe people art and I wanna show off my art but I feel like there's no point. *Sighs* I dunno, Its 2:35 in the morning and I'm tired and sad.