I'm not trying to be a and single myself out among fans or say that Jay and I are destined to be together. We definitely aren't. There's an 8 year difference between us and he probably wouldn't be interested in some ugly white girl like me.

But i think he's trying to kill this ugly white girl. Lol

Honestly, I watched the acoustic MV for Know Your Name. I almost died when he [once again] kissed a Korean girl. It seems like he does that in all his music videos now. *Because he's trying to push this ugly white girl to suicide because she isn't perfect like Korean girls.*

Anyway, that video made me sad, but then I watched the version featuring Dok. http://m.youtube.com/index?desktop_uri=%2F&gl=US#/watch?v=nJpGSLcqYoA And I cried legit tears of joy. He's dancing with a black girl. She's not white, but she's not Korean! I feel like I've gained a step and actually have a [very slim non realistic] chance. Lol

We all joke about me being secretly black or albino black and all that fun stuff, but my dancing is definitely not even in the same world as that girls or Jays.

/end ranting-srash-expressing Jay Love.