Farewell

Hello, this is the loneshiba/daengel :)
I'm so sorry to announce that bigbang drabbles act 2 festival will be cancelled due to unexpected conditions. I'm sorry for failing this one, and I'd love to deeply apologize for people been supporting me all the time.
I'd love to thank you all for reading my stories, it means a lot to me. You probably think it's only a matter of fanfiction, but for me it's far beyond just a story. For years, writing has been my outlet to vent out, my way to express myself, my distraction for all problems, and most importantly, my miracle to make friends. It's been 5 years since I started my first draft (which ended up unfinished, but still) and it's been a looooooong train of emotions and feels and things I can't make list about. 
Thank you for following me through my stories, I won't make it this far without you guys. I'm grateful for all the inputs, corrections, ideas, and friendships we'd made. Thank you so so so much for being nice to me even though sometimes it took me centuries to update ^^
This too, will be my last author note. ToDae, as you know, will always be my favorite to write and read about. ToDae is my starting point and the end of it, I believe. I love them, with all of my heart and I don't think I'd stop in any way, not even if I wish for it. They're forever my adorable ship, ever. But recently, I've been feeling like out of place. As much as I want to fit, I couldn't. The more I tried, the more it hurts. People are so nice to me, but somehow, I don't feel home. I feel like an outsider, trying to grasp on what's happening and that I can't help. I don't know pwhat I want or what I need. It's frustrating me to know that I can't control this feeling. I'd probably still writing, either for this fandom or another, but I can't promise anything.
Loneliness, I suppose, comes from the inside of you.
Until then, please take care.
I love you so much ♡ I hope you know that you're awesome and that you matter, a lot ! I hope you find a place where you belong without any obligation to be someone else or to please anyone ♡ 

-daengel/loneshiba-

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SunDaeDreamz
#1
I'm sorry that you are struggling . I wish i knew how to help. You are always missed.
filiwidi
#2
I'm gonna miss you...though I'm not todae shipper but I love reading your story....I hope someday you will come back here...take your time...what happen to you it's normal... And I believe that you can pass it...so good luck,....wishing you all the best
banjak #3
I hope you continue to write - if not to share, than definitely for yourself. Thx for posting what you gave!
ILuvToDae #4
I'm sorry you feel like that, Honey. I will miss you. But I wish you the very best. *hugs