ANNA IS THE MOON'S DAUGHTER tw:underage,, it's made in one day and in b/w studying i am cray cray but this fic so good how 2 resist am i rite?
ⓘ https://www.wanbyeok.com/about/anna ★
ANNA
ANNA'S OFFICIAL PROFILE
"her smile, i'm sure
burnt rome to the ground"
FULL NAME park seojun (박서준)
anna noelle mcdonalds. (english name)
anna noelle mcdonalds. (english name)
NICKNAMES
🍃 her finger fidgets on the mic and she taps on it unsteadily (forgive her, you see, it's her first time and she's not used to the limelight. it's a thing she hasn't learn during three hour of vomitting in the toilet because she's not yet near thin enough) and her chest rose up and down. the crowd cheers, though she could barely hear covered by her earpiece. "hello," she starts, and the scream is the loudest yet—in a nation so focused on beauty, what else would you expect—"i'm three d's blooming rose, please take care of me!"
🍃 "anna?" it's a giggle the group member shares in front of the radio microphone. "there's so much misconception about her because she looks like a rose, but she opens so wide when she eats we call her annaligator" mentioned one, and the other laughs following. "not to mention how she behaves like a choding we can't help but calling her one," the interviewer laughs at this. there's a contrast between her face and personality. "and she acts cheesy sometimes we can't help but to call her internet novel" a loud laughter again, follows. she's a presence you can't help but smile at, really. "she's good at dancing, though, so we call her the human fidget spinner." a member proposes and stuck out her thumb while the other ones nod.
🍃 his strum on the guitar is playful and her voice is light. anna says it's busan's sea breeze but it's probably love. "sunshine," — jungkook did not hesitate when he says this. his voice is calm, clear, in rhythm with the sea waves and it's one thing anna hasn't learned how to do — "you are my sunshine,"
🍃 her finger fidgets on the mic and she taps on it unsteadily (forgive her, you see, it's her first time and she's not used to the limelight. it's a thing she hasn't learn during three hour of vomitting in the toilet because she's not yet near thin enough) and her chest rose up and down. the crowd cheers, though she could barely hear covered by her earpiece. "hello," she starts, and the scream is the loudest yet—in a nation so focused on beauty, what else would you expect—"i'm three d's blooming rose, please take care of me!"
🍃 "anna?" it's a giggle the group member shares in front of the radio microphone. "there's so much misconception about her because she looks like a rose, but she opens so wide when she eats we call her annaligator" mentioned one, and the other laughs following. "not to mention how she behaves like a choding we can't help but calling her one," the interviewer laughs at this. there's a contrast between her face and personality. "and she acts cheesy sometimes we can't help but to call her internet novel" a loud laughter again, follows. she's a presence you can't help but smile at, really. "she's good at dancing, though, so we call her the human fidget spinner." a member proposes and stuck out her thumb while the other ones nod.
🍃 his strum on the guitar is playful and her voice is light. anna says it's busan's sea breeze but it's probably love. "sunshine," — jungkook did not hesitate when he says this. his voice is calm, clear, in rhythm with the sea waves and it's one thing anna hasn't learned how to do — "you are my sunshine,"
DATE OF BIRTH december 25th, 2000.
PLACE OF BIRTH busan, south korea.
HOMETOWN busan, south korea.ETHNICITY half american, half korean.
NATIONALITY south korean.
LANGUAGES
🍃 south korean. native.
🍃 english. surprisingly, incredibly basic. her father wanted to be fluent in korean, thus, requests her mother to speak korean all the time. english became a thing she exclusively learned in school, hence, the surprising awkwardness when she is expected to speak using the language.
🍃 south korean. native.
🍃 english. surprisingly, incredibly basic. her father wanted to be fluent in korean, thus, requests her mother to speak korean all the time. english became a thing she exclusively learned in school, hence, the surprising awkwardness when she is expected to speak using the language.
FACE CLAIM momoland's nancy mcdonald.
BACKUP idol school's lee nakyung. (a/n. if it ends up nakyung, anna will be full korean and her dad will also be korean asjdis also anna is just a stage name and her name would be just park seojun Σｄ(ﾟ∀ﾟ) )
HEIGHT 165 cm.
WEIGHT 48 kg.
APPEARANCE the older man's hand ran cold on her pale face and she could feel herself shivers. "you are so beautiful my doll," he bit her ear and she could feel her insides rumble—one she could compare to a dull toothache on the stomache which shouldn't be a toothache, nor a dull ache but she became so used to this.
she could see her reflection on the mirror reflecting their figure above her, like those on the magazine her older brother hid underneath his bed she found once by accident.
her hair is the color of an oak tree — jungkook once said, as he brushes her hair early in the morning. her skin is pale, it reflects the moon — her ceo once commented, and brushes his fingers on her shoulder. her cheeks has the colour like that of a rose — her client once said, as he bit her lip tainting it with blood.
her stain, however, oh dear god, her stain. it's one she swears one could feel from miles and miles away. it's the dirt hidden from the umpteenth use. one she can't wash away with a million dollar soap in the shower. one she can't ever erase until she is six feet underground.
she could see her reflection on the mirror reflecting their figure above her, like those on the magazine her older brother hid underneath his bed she found once by accident.
her hair is the color of an oak tree — jungkook once said, as he brushes her hair early in the morning. her skin is pale, it reflects the moon — her ceo once commented, and brushes his fingers on her shoulder. her cheeks has the colour like that of a rose — her client once said, as he bit her lip tainting it with blood.
her stain, however, oh dear god, her stain. it's one she swears one could feel from miles and miles away. it's the dirt hidden from the umpteenth use. one she can't wash away with a million dollar soap in the shower. one she can't ever erase until she is six feet underground.
STYLE the roar grows distant and she closes her eyes against the sea of lightstick waving like waves crashing on shore. she blindly waves in all direction, and she could feel the bare air in between her legs.
"anna, aren't your skirt too long?" her ceo questioned. she bit her lip hard enough to ruin the lip tint. the makeup artist might yell at her.
and she thinks it's short enough, short enough because if she bends slightly you could see her and she was about to complain about the discrimination but at the same time, she is not that weak. or at least she wants to think she isn't. but she's obedient enough to follow. and there's a shiver when the fanboy sitting in the front row shoots his camera from an angle too low she knows what he's filming, and she'd watched as her knuckle turns white from her grip on the mic.
it's a hard contrast from her baggy t-shirt and short shorts on summer and baggy jeans on winter. it's too tight. she can't move around as she'd like. she's a dancer not a mannequin. she bit the words all in.
shecan't can handle this.
"anna, aren't your skirt too long?" her ceo questioned. she bit her lip hard enough to ruin the lip tint. the makeup artist might yell at her.
and she thinks it's short enough, short enough because if she bends slightly you could see her and she was about to complain about the discrimination but at the same time, she is not that weak. or at least she wants to think she isn't. but she's obedient enough to follow. and there's a shiver when the fanboy sitting in the front row shoots his camera from an angle too low she knows what he's filming, and she'd watched as her knuckle turns white from her grip on the mic.
it's a hard contrast from her baggy t-shirt and short shorts on summer and baggy jeans on winter. it's too tight. she can't move around as she'd like. she's a dancer not a mannequin. she bit the words all in.
she
( the last row are anna's choice. the first two are ceo's choice. )
ANNA'S SELF-WRITTEN PROFILE
TRAITS enfp-t. slytherin. star sign capricorn. birth year dragon.
ELABORATION
THREE D'S ANNA SURPRISING MANNER.
does anyone know three d's anna? the national icon of bagel beagle?i thought she was all looks and no personality, but then i came across videos of her and anna always takes a blanket almost every time she gets off the car
at first, i thought "why is she always bringing a blanket? but i realized that it since her members are always wearing short skirts, she tries to cover them with it. her personality and manners are seriously a hard carry.
and she does that until all the members are out
it's not only the blankets but she looks like a friendly person every time i see her interact with the members. she looks so natural when doing it
also, she doesn't do it in a flashy way to take credit for herself and it just looks like it's natural for her which is even better
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ㅇㅇ |2017.09.21 17:50 [+140] [-1]
our anna is a giant beagle on first impression because she giggles a lot but she's actually kind and charming that's why we can't help but to fall for her ㅠㅠ
ㅇㅇ |2017.09.21 18:24 [+139] [-1]
manners aside, a personality like anna's is so rare in the celebrity world. she's so kind to the point that i get worried that she might meet weird people and be tainted by them. even among commoners, it's hard to meet someone like her....
ㅇㅇ |2017.09.21 17:51 [+127] [-1]
looks like there's many posts about anna's face or body but i love her personality more ㅋㅋㅋ
DOES ONLY GIRLS KNOW ANNA'S A FOX?
she gets away with everything because she's young, cute, and pretty so the fanboy shield is so f**king crazy, but if you look attention closely, isn't she a huge fox? she posts pictures like this on the official instagram saying it's for her birthday, but we all know what she means right?
and why the f**k can we see her in all the variety show she's in? does she not know what bra means? she's a minor, for god's sake
honestly. it's obvious why all the men go for her
absolutely disgusting
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ㅇㅇ |2017.09.21 19:54 [+138] [-9]
heol.. i was saying this the whole time but everyone around me would scoff at me, i honestly though i'm the only one
ㅇㅇ |2017.09.21 18:24 [+119] [-5]
her true colors are coming out, huh?
ㅇㅇ |2017.09.21 17:51 [+113] [-19]
how will you defend this huh? anna fans all around the world must be busy gathering pictures of her being nice but you just can't refute this one right? she deserves it
tldr 🍃 anna is a lot like mamamoo solar in terms of personality because she's hyper and easily excited, but can get stubborn, forceful even, and at times directly annoying because she can't read the mood, and way too headstrong for her own good at times. imagine disney's anna because i base her off of that hehehehe,, the bottom one,, she isn't a fox, it's her company forcing her ㅠㅠ
BACKGROUND
00 🍃 it's not anna but her mother. there are no breakfast—no breakfast are allowed for future c-section patients. it's the pure trust of a mother in parts of her growing in her womb. she'll grow up brave, kind, and most importantly, wonderful. and she's right, she thinks, because as soon as those almond eyes open, her mother instantenously knows she'll lead walk on the flower road.
04 🍃 prince charming came in the form of a boy tapping rocks on her window screen asking her to go on a bike ride around town. anna ate cereal this morning, and it's the crunch and the milk that makes her believe that this is love. "jungkook," she says, "slow down, three wheeled bikes are so slow," and she always wants to go fast, faster, always on the look for catalyst. "it's okay anna," he says, "i'll wait for you. no matter how long."
07 🍃 bravado! she wants to be the biggest catastrophe to ever happen. one so earth shattering south korea will never forget her in their wake. as they look at her with mouths wide agape. she realizes this as she eats her breakfast. it's a combination of toast and strawberry jam that makes her believes she can.
10 🍃 she finds out how to be a catastrophe sooner than her mother wanted to. it's the universe that supports her towards the flower path, she thinks. because it came in the coincidence of jungkook accepting an audition in seoul, then her accompanying, then a scouting agent from yg entertainment approached her, then the rest is a mix of contracts and nods and gripping tight at her charm believing she can.
14 🍃 her first stage is with g-dragon and top. the song is one she's not familiar with—it says good boy, and she believes neither of them are, but it's just her opinion. she still does not know how to take this in, though. because here she is dancing beside him in a crowd with roar so loud and light so blinding she is so scared she might trip on the cable.
15 🍃 they are taking pictures of future 2ne1 and she's not in it. she's not in the lineup and it makes her so sick she vomitted all over her bunk bed. she thinks god is in love with her, though, at least, because help came in the form of a call from wanbyeok entertainment. she wasn't sure about it. but big hit is a nugu company but jungkook became a supernova faster than she is, and she's not going to waste any second.
17 🍃 she's standing in the limelight, the brightest one yet. but her shadows darker than any it could ever be, and she thinks the darkness could swallow her.
00 🍃 it's not anna but her mother. there are no breakfast—no breakfast are allowed for future c-section patients. it's the pure trust of a mother in parts of her growing in her womb. she'll grow up brave, kind, and most importantly, wonderful. and she's right, she thinks, because as soon as those almond eyes open, her mother instantenously knows she'll lead walk on the flower road.
04 🍃 prince charming came in the form of a boy tapping rocks on her window screen asking her to go on a bike ride around town. anna ate cereal this morning, and it's the crunch and the milk that makes her believe that this is love. "jungkook," she says, "slow down, three wheeled bikes are so slow," and she always wants to go fast, faster, always on the look for catalyst. "it's okay anna," he says, "i'll wait for you. no matter how long."
07 🍃 bravado! she wants to be the biggest catastrophe to ever happen. one so earth shattering south korea will never forget her in their wake. as they look at her with mouths wide agape. she realizes this as she eats her breakfast. it's a combination of toast and strawberry jam that makes her believes she can.
10 🍃 she finds out how to be a catastrophe sooner than her mother wanted to. it's the universe that supports her towards the flower path, she thinks. because it came in the coincidence of jungkook accepting an audition in seoul, then her accompanying, then a scouting agent from yg entertainment approached her, then the rest is a mix of contracts and nods and gripping tight at her charm believing she can.
14 🍃 her first stage is with g-dragon and top. the song is one she's not familiar with—it says good boy, and she believes neither of them are, but it's just her opinion. she still does not know how to take this in, though. because here she is dancing beside him in a crowd with roar so loud and light so blinding she is so scared she might trip on the cable.
15 🍃 they are taking pictures of future 2ne1 and she's not in it. she's not in the lineup and it makes her so sick she vomitted all over her bunk bed. she thinks god is in love with her, though, at least, because help came in the form of a call from wanbyeok entertainment. she wasn't sure about it. but big hit is a nugu company but jungkook became a supernova faster than she is, and she's not going to waste any second.
17 🍃 she's standing in the limelight, the brightest one yet. but her shadows darker than any it could ever be, and she thinks the darkness could swallow her.
CONNECTIONS hover for status.
🍃 matthew mcdonald (52), park jina (47)they believed in her more than she did herself. it's one thing she cries about at night. she thinks she is not worthy enough to call herself their daughter. who is she when all they had ever did was shower her with love, yet she still grew up like this. she still grew up like this. they do not know about anything she did. she thinks she won't ever tell them until she dies.
🍃 mark lee (17)
and like everything it starts with the seating arrangement. god forbid, he is the only one who knows what's happening to her. they were both exploited in different ways—mark with work, and her with her body—and it's a connection formed only because they understand. of course, they are part meme text sent in the middle of inkigayo and part funny notes sent in class, but they are also so much more.
🍃 hwi baehan (17)anna calls her hwiparam and baehwan calls her annaligator because in the whitewashed training halls, they were supposed to be happy. supposed to be girls dancing around and threw laughter around the room as if nothing is going on. because there's not supposed to be anyone crying in the bathroom of the dorm pretending it was because of period pain even though it's not. because it's not supposed to be, but it did.
TRIVIA
hana 🍃 her korean name is a male name because her mother genuinely believed she would be a boy, while her father believed she would grew up to be a girl, and cemented the name before she was born. she thinks the name is awesome, though. the only thing she has in common with a celebrity crush she might never even meet.
dul 🍃 tons of useless talent—that eventually became usual, thank god variety shows—because it's one of her favorite spare time in the past. can imitate the haegeum sounds, cook ramen for 25 people, crack an apple with her hands, and many more.
set 🍃 lead dancer but the blackhole of random play dance, but would argue she's correct even though everyone knows she's not.
net 🍃 official park seojun stan (not herself, the actor) and has a life size cardboard photo of him she places on the corner of her room and once got exposed on reality show and defends herself by saying "i ordered the cardboard thinking park seojun was me" and proceeds with a nervous laughter
dasot 🍃 can only wake up if you tickle her on her sides. even if you blast not today with a bose speaker beside her she'd probably just grumble and turn the other way. if you poke her on other places she will just smack you and proceed with sleeping.
dul 🍃 tons of useless talent—that eventually became usual, thank god variety shows—because it's one of her favorite spare time in the past. can imitate the haegeum sounds, cook ramen for 25 people, crack an apple with her hands, and many more.
set 🍃 lead dancer but the blackhole of random play dance, but would argue she's correct even though everyone knows she's not.
net 🍃 official park seojun stan (not herself, the actor) and has a life size cardboard photo of him she places on the corner of her room and once got exposed on reality show and defends herself by saying "i ordered the cardboard thinking park seojun was me" and proceeds with a nervous laughter
dasot 🍃 can only wake up if you tickle her on her sides. even if you blast not today with a bose speaker beside her she'd probably just grumble and turn the other way. if you poke her on other places she will just smack you and proceed with sleeping.
yeosot 🍃 ig is: @annalovesyou content resembles sulli because that's what her ceo wants her image to be and thus, what they demand her to post even though she doesn't want to
ilgop 🍃 she's a christmas baby, and thus, most of the songs she has on her phone are christmas song. her favorite one is jingle bell rock and she totally knows how the mean girls dance goes and dance around to it if she thinks no one is watching.
ilgop 🍃 she's a christmas baby, and thus, most of the songs she has on her phone are christmas song. her favorite one is jingle bell rock and she totally knows how the mean girls dance goes and dance around to it if she thinks no one is watching.
ahop 🍃 on the topic, dance a lot on the daily if she thinks nobody's watching. moves contain the signature break dance human fidget spinner, dabbing, juju on the beat, and other dance she would not be caught dead dancing to.
yeol 🍃 totally scared of ghost, but is not easily shocked. her shocked expression is like "ah- i'm scared-" with a dead tone.
yeol 🍃 totally scared of ghost, but is not easily shocked. her shocked expression is like "ah- i'm scared-" with a dead tone.
"where did you
find a girl
like her?"
ANNA'S
TRAINEE LIFE
TRAINEE LIFE
TRAINEE YEARS
yg ('10-'15) — 5 years.
wanbyeok ('15-'16) — 1 year.
yg ('10-'15) — 5 years.
wanbyeok ('15-'16) — 1 year.
TRAINEE LIFE she hopes she can make it—she's trying really hard to make it. because once, on her way to the dorm after a performance on music bank she could think trainee ife was so hard she could've sworn she broke a bone, and she means not a finger, but a whole knee. a whole part she knows hurt but didn't.
and if she thinks closely it's a mix of staying up until 2am until her eyelid became so heavy she thinks if she holds on she might grow muscle. it's a mix of sneaking out late at night with her dormmates trying to sneak in tteokbokki because they just went through a gruesome weight evaluation. it's a mix of blood, sweat, tears, and laughter.
praises were thrown yes, what else did she lack? mediocre but nearly stable vocal, elegant dance moves, and god, that visual, yes, that visual.
however, she herself never believed she could make it.
and if she thinks closely it's a mix of staying up until 2am until her eyelid became so heavy she thinks if she holds on she might grow muscle. it's a mix of sneaking out late at night with her dormmates trying to sneak in tteokbokki because they just went through a gruesome weight evaluation. it's a mix of blood, sweat, tears, and laughter.
praises were thrown yes, what else did she lack? mediocre but nearly stable vocal, elegant dance moves, and god, that visual, yes, that visual.
however, she herself never believed she could make it.
PREDEBUT ACTIVITIES
good boy, gd and top. the only one she had appeared on but shot her to fame like apollo. and she went unnoticed at first, because gd's charisma wasn't one you could stray form until a pann choa post with a gif of her went trending and she shot up to the moon like neil armstrong did once (or maybe did, assuming the controvery theory were all wrong) yet that was still never enough to include her in the possible line up.
receiving the call was a turning point, and she left yg even though she didn't know why.
she's young—there's a reason why they prioritized her unnies before they rot. she just wants a catalyst to catastrophe and she couldn't handle waiting.
receiving the call was a turning point, and she left yg even though she didn't know why.
she's young—there's a reason why they prioritized her unnies before they rot. she just wants a catalyst to catastrophe and she couldn't handle waiting.
"darling
please don't burn
too brightly"
TALENTS
STAGE NAME anna (her birth name)
PLOTLINE rose.
BACKUP orchid.
VOCAL TWIN nancy, momoland.
RAP TWIN dibidibidis my name is anna, pretty much.
OTHER ABILITIES
variety twin is mamamoo's solar because both of them literally laugh at nothing i swearr wqhiefeub
THE COURT HAS A FEW QUESTIONS TO ASK.
i. from the time of your debut as a member of daughters of the moon, has wanbyeok entertainment done anything remarkably negative towards you?
it came out as an answer, but she could've sworn it came out like a vomit. "yes." she reluctantly answers.
ii. please elaborate. do not leave any details out. mention names if you must.
she bit her lip—exempt of lip tint today, just for today, and there's no bitter taste she usually taste and it feels hollow inside of her because she got so used to biting her lip, to men twice her age biting her lip, and to be thrown against the bathroom cubicle like a rag doll, but maybe it's because that's what she is.
"they touched me," she started, and says the word under her breath, low, one you could not hear if the court was not in complete silence, and it breaks something inside of her because once she starts she couldn't stop, and it overflow like a fountain.
"they touched me in places i do not want, my head was smacked against walls, expensive walls marked with gold just because they had payed. i was forced to do ual favours i did not consent to—and perhaps never did, it was all under the guise of money. there are strange people on the industry and i was forced to obey, and i never once, agreed."
and she was out of breath by then, histerical, blood she did not notice of trickles down from fingers clawing upon each other.
and tell me your honour, am i inviting damage just by being a body?
"they touched me," she started, and says the word under her breath, low, one you could not hear if the court was not in complete silence, and it breaks something inside of her because once she starts she couldn't stop, and it overflow like a fountain.
"they touched me in places i do not want, my head was smacked against walls, expensive walls marked with gold just because they had payed. i was forced to do ual favours i did not consent to—and perhaps never did, it was all under the guise of money. there are strange people on the industry and i was forced to obey, and i never once, agreed."
and she was out of breath by then, histerical, blood she did not notice of trickles down from fingers clawing upon each other.
and tell me your honour, am i inviting damage just by being a body?
iii. do you have any evidence of this mistreatment?
"yes," she says it like a scoff—one she had resist years and years to say. it came in the form of an ipod, one she had kept hidden under her bed after her visit to the son of one of wanbyeok's biggest shareholder. "listen."iv. did you tell anyone of what wanbyeok entertainment had done to you, with the exception of your group members and fellow employees at the company?
she paused, and they stared at her quizzically like the expression she has as she stares at her math, physics, and biology homework, but she resist commenting anything because they know she's easier to read than that. or maybe harder. she gives herself little credit for everything.
"my best friend," she says in a whisper wishing no one would hear. "lee minhyung," she hopes they can't identify him. she does not want them to call him. does not want to increase his burden when he had too much already.
"not much," lies, he knows everything, "just the gist of it."
"my best friend," she says in a whisper wishing no one would hear. "lee minhyung," she hopes they can't identify him. she does not want them to call him. does not want to increase his burden when he had too much already.
"not much," lies, he knows everything, "just the gist of it."
v. would you rather daughters of the moon be disbanded or move to another company? which company would you like?
"no!" her voice is histerical, the loudest she had ever been and she had never thought she could be this loud without a microphone and she thinks it's because she loved all of them a little bit too much.
"anything but disband," she paused, and the words come strained, "we've been through too much to stop now,"
ANNA'S IDEAL TYPE
"i hope it's love, i'm trying
really hard to make it love."
STAGE NAME jungkook.
FULL NAME jeon jungkook.
NICKNAMES 🍃 it's another cheer anna believed she would never hear in her life. it's bangtan's cheer, army's cheer, a roar so loud she believed she could hear it had she been in outer space. "the golden maknae did well today," the leader says and pats him on the back, and anna nods because he really did. "he works out today to show of his muscles! our muscle pig really worked hard for this comeback," jimin teased, and jungkook smiles awkwardly and anna could spot the bunny smile she grew up seeing and she couldn't resist smiling. that's right, jungkookie did well.
🍃 today is a bright red neon emergency, a five year old anna thinks, because it's midsummer and her ice cream is melting, dripping upon jungkook's wet shirt and anna does not know when he will notice it but she hopes not soon because she's trying to fit it all in . "sunshine, are you crying?" he would start, and anna shook her head but too scared to say it's the ice cream melting so she nods. "moony, do you have a laundry machine?" she says shakily and jungkook laughs because it's a midsummer humour, one he never believed he could hear and starts nodding, "it's okay, sunshine, there's nothing i own i wouldn't give to you,"
DATE OF BIRTH september 1st, 1997.
PERSONALITY
infp-a. ravenclaw. thunderbird.
introverted. phlegmatic. rebellious.
reserved. carefree. sensitive. independent.
* ( awkward laughter because i'm not an army but i think these
few analysis made by pro-er army described him real good x x x)
LOVE STORY
🍃 when jungkook says they go way back, he means it. and by he means it he means it like he remembers the way he taught her how to use chopstick and how her first word was kookie instead of mom. the kind of meaning he thinks it might be easier to do than to say, because it's been so long it's ridiculous how his childhood albums all had snippets of her.
🍃 over breakfast when he was ten, his father asks him "who does he love most?" and there was no hesitation, almost, and the words tastes sweet in his mouth, like the strawberry jam upon his toast anna so loved to eat, "anna."
🍃 and anna was ten, and he was fourteen when they boarded the plane from busan to seoul thinking they might never return until years and years when wrinkles had decorate their parents faces and it was them against the world, because there's no building in seoul less tall than two-stories and they were much too small for them to fight but it's okay, as long as they got each other, they can make it. he thinks. they can make it.
🍃 and he did—much faster than anna did. but it was gruesome. he was hated on, at first. no one wants to listen to songs from nugu companies with members barely attractive enough to be placed on the billboard but he did it. he did it. he thinks anna will too, because anna is an angel, and angel deserves everything.
🍃 or maybe he's wrong but he just refused to believe it. didn't notice the signals she sent from strained wrists and why her skirt is always an inch shorter than other girls, or why her sns posts gains so many notice. or maybe he's too busy to notice, to blinded by limelight.
🍃 (all he knows is this: she's dancing on stage, and she looks happy, or at least she does, because the light illuminating her looks so dazzling he can't help but to shield his eyes, and she's dancing, and she does not miss a step meaning she's practicing, and her friends all hug her backstage meaning there's no drama and he thinks that equals happiness)
🍃 that's why it came as a shock when he found out about it. an earth shattering revelation, and he could feel it as if he climbs all the building out on seoul, jumped from it, and broke his bones all over and became a jelly so hard he couldn't stand.
it's a dressing room she and a sunbaenim came out of, and they looked out of breath, her skirt slightly lifted, her clothes properly, and there's a dazed look to her face, and he's seen too many things namjoon watched at the dorm to know what just happened. he knows too much, and thinks too less,
thinks too little because he rushed toward her and slammed his fist beside her when the sunbaenim had disappeared somewhere into the hall.
thinks too little because all that came out was a series of insults that overflow before he noticed, "i guess fame is not enough for you? i guess even people like you spread legs for everyone, huh? i wasted my whole youth on you and then this? have you become so cheap that you accept even people with record like him?"
🍃 when jungkook says they go way back, he means it. and by he means it he means it like he remembers the way he taught her how to use chopstick and how her first word was kookie instead of mom. the kind of meaning he thinks it might be easier to do than to say, because it's been so long it's ridiculous how his childhood albums all had snippets of her.
🍃 over breakfast when he was ten, his father asks him "who does he love most?" and there was no hesitation, almost, and the words tastes sweet in his mouth, like the strawberry jam upon his toast anna so loved to eat, "anna."
🍃 and anna was ten, and he was fourteen when they boarded the plane from busan to seoul thinking they might never return until years and years when wrinkles had decorate their parents faces and it was them against the world, because there's no building in seoul less tall than two-stories and they were much too small for them to fight but it's okay, as long as they got each other, they can make it. he thinks. they can make it.
🍃 and he did—much faster than anna did. but it was gruesome. he was hated on, at first. no one wants to listen to songs from nugu companies with members barely attractive enough to be placed on the billboard but he did it. he did it. he thinks anna will too, because anna is an angel, and angel deserves everything.
🍃 or maybe he's wrong but he just refused to believe it. didn't notice the signals she sent from strained wrists and why her skirt is always an inch shorter than other girls, or why her sns posts gains so many notice. or maybe he's too busy to notice, to blinded by limelight.
🍃 (all he knows is this: she's dancing on stage, and she looks happy, or at least she does, because the light illuminating her looks so dazzling he can't help but to shield his eyes, and she's dancing, and she does not miss a step meaning she's practicing, and her friends all hug her backstage meaning there's no drama and he thinks that equals happiness)
🍃 that's why it came as a shock when he found out about it. an earth shattering revelation, and he could feel it as if he climbs all the building out on seoul, jumped from it, and broke his bones all over and became a jelly so hard he couldn't stand.
it's a dressing room she and a sunbaenim came out of, and they looked out of breath, her skirt slightly lifted, her clothes properly, and there's a dazed look to her face, and he's seen too many things namjoon watched at the dorm to know what just happened. he knows too much, and thinks too less,
thinks too little because he rushed toward her and slammed his fist beside her when the sunbaenim had disappeared somewhere into the hall.
thinks too little because all that came out was a series of insults that overflow before he noticed, "i guess fame is not enough for you? i guess even people like you spread legs for everyone, huh? i wasted my whole youth on you and then this? have you become so cheap that you accept even people with record like him?"
and it must've broke him, he thinks, because the next thing he knows was a series of words escaping his mouth he didn't mean ("how much are you? i'm rich, i could buy you too, huh?" then a laugh because it's his last line of defense)
and tears are streaming down her face, and there are words she wants to say but couldn't in fear of harming her group mates, but it's nothing he sees.
(people say things they don't mean when they're angry. she's old enough to know that.)
🍃 it didn't occur to him until he told jimin what happened. it didn't occur to him that he never asked her why
🍃 and the first days kakaotalk from her stopped coming he could feel his whole limbs hurting because maybe losing her truly did hurt even though he doesn't know why. like a numb ache at his legs and climbs to his knee then thighs, then whole body as if he swallowed a poison on doses high enough to feel like he's constantly drowning.
he sees her group mates rushing after m countdown and it breaks a little part inside of him.
he sees childhood photos his fans brought on his fanmeeting and he couldn't resist not vomiting because he knows who the cropped hands belong too.
he sees her performance on variety shows and he could feel a thousand rocks being thrown on his direction.
but it's the third week than turns to months and he doesn't know why namjoon keeps saying wounds heal when she's barely a scratch but a whole limb lost he does not know how to make up.
🍃 he did vomit, eventually. it came right before an award show when he idly flips the tv channel and the headline "THREE D ANNA SUSPECTED EXPLOITATION FOR ION BY COMPANY" did everything in his guts escape him like fountain.
and he doesn't know why it all didn't occur to him even once.
the strange sns post anna would never post — she was never once for public affair. why anna always pulled down her skirt after performance even though she knows it won't change anything — he assumed it was a scratch. the reason why she looked like she was about to cry the day he saw her, even before he approached her.
and his vomit came out like fountains upon fountain, because all he did was pour salt on her wound. or perhaps more. perhaps he dug it out sprinkled salt and then leomon and create new wound she wasn't even supposed to have.
and the thought was enough to make him sick to the bone.
🍃 it's the fourth draft, or maybe fifth, or maybe hundred sixth. it's just he wrote too many he lost count. and here he is, his hyungs around him unsure of what to do, muttering words he keeps thinking is not good enough to fix his mistake (not that anything is, he knows, he just wants the closes because she deserves it)
either way, the last sentence never really changed.
( "anna, i'm sorry, i'm in love with you." )
STATUS childhood friend, best friend, enemy, lover(?)
ENDING sweats nervously because i want you to break them but pls happy ending bc they've been through a lot they deserve it ㅠㅠ
TRIVIA
hana 🍃 the origin of "moony" and "sunshine" is way cheesier than the nickname. it was because anna was in charge of making sure jungkook woke up right for school—she's an early bird. and jungkook make sure anna sleeps right on time—he's a night owl. also because they make up the worst of each other, she thinks.
dul 🍃 they were always the one for video call. they try to video call whenever they could. they also text each other via line a lot. jungkook loves buying anna weird stickers she finds. she has tons of them now.
set 🍃 no one knows they're childhood friend with the exception of bangtan. three d didn't know about it, not because anna didn't tell them, but because they never ask.
net 🍃 jungkook never once failed to attend three d's schedule if he can, especially concert. or even fansign where he could go as a fanboy undetected. he stopped coming ever since he saw anna at that incident though.
dasot 🍃 relationship includes: tight hug, swinging anna around like potato sack bc muscle jeon, random tango dancing whenever they meet each other like the nerd they are, inside jokes that goes from like they were five but still makes them giggle like crazy until now, lowkey wresting, "manly" games like laser tag, jungkook pretending he lost just to see anna smile (fucc im emo), nerding over anime together, trying to come to comiccon without being noticed
dul 🍃 they were always the one for video call. they try to video call whenever they could. they also text each other via line a lot. jungkook loves buying anna weird stickers she finds. she has tons of them now.
set 🍃 no one knows they're childhood friend with the exception of bangtan. three d didn't know about it, not because anna didn't tell them, but because they never ask.
net 🍃 jungkook never once failed to attend three d's schedule if he can, especially concert. or even fansign where he could go as a fanboy undetected. he stopped coming ever since he saw anna at that incident though.
dasot 🍃 relationship includes: tight hug, swinging anna around like potato sack bc muscle jeon, random tango dancing whenever they meet each other like the nerd they are, inside jokes that goes from like they were five but still makes them giggle like crazy until now, lowkey wresting, "manly" games like laser tag, jungkook pretending he lost just to see anna smile (fucc im emo), nerding over anime together, trying to come to comiccon without being noticed
yeosot 🍃 more soon :"
ANNA DID THAT?
SCENES
🍃 literally the whole anna jungkook drama im already crying emo tears
🍃 the girls opening up to each other about exploitation and nunmul nunmul scenes and everyone hugs and everything is temporarily okeiiii
🍃 anna bonding w mark and everyone's like ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
🍃 girls bonding w e/o <3
🍃 literally the whole anna jungkook drama im already crying emo tears
🍃 the girls opening up to each other about exploitation and nunmul nunmul scenes and everyone hugs and everything is temporarily okeiiii
🍃 anna bonding w mark and everyone's like ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
🍃 girls bonding w e/o <3
SCANDALS
THREE D'S ANNA & NCT MARK CAUGHT ON AFTER SCHOOL DATE?
basically they were buying ice cream and papzos went "ah, look, couple" and took pics and the agencies were quick to deny
THREE D'S ANNA SUSPECTED ION
anna could be the first one caught amongst the member? she could be walking at night w several different men on different occassion and they put two and two and assumed this—which unfortunately turns out to be true.
more tba.
more tba.
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