In all technicality, I sort of have time to write??? but i'm not??? like i'm done with college till like January and i am working now but ????

I'm going to be 20 in October i should brush up on seventeen's 20 so i can sing it.

also i'm thinking of doing another fic on JR because let's face it, my first fic (and yet i'm trying to end it nicely but the previous chapters are making it hard)

i'm already writing a fic on Johnny..... oh I completely forgot about that.

i was too busy trying to think of nice ways for my kaisoo fic

WHICH BY THE WAY DOES HAVE A STARTING TO IT but like I didnt have time to do it

WHICH IS A LIE I HAD AN ENTIRE DAY TODAY TO DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE AND LOOK AT WHERE I AM I ONLY REMEMBERED NOW AND I HAVE THE MORNING SHIFT TOMORROW GODDAMMIT

i also have a book trilogy to finish but i somehow cant bear to read the second book maybe it's because i had bad experiences with second books of trilogies

any hoo

yuta recently came to a tie with Johnny in my bias list

i think yuto is also coming up

imma die

p.s october comebacks gon kill me