hey guys, I'm sorry I haven't been posting my positive blogs, but guess what? I'll be leaving a small dose of happiness here because I think everyone needs it just as I do. 

Today I woke up to find tears on my pillow case, and I wondered why. 

I then realized something; something very important. 

I don't deserve any of my beautiful friends, they're too beautiful, and I don't know what I did to deserve them.

They're too sweet, and they don't deserve the cruelties in this world. 

I suddenly thought about the moments in which my dear friends hurt me, and I felt tears prick my tears, but I kept on smiling and laughing. 

Why do I do this? I guess it's because I want to be strong for those who aren't. I guess it's because I want people to be happy, and if others aren't, I'm not. 

Today I watched this drama and in a particular scene, a main character says something that caught me especially. 

It was, "Even if one says they're fine, they may not be. Deep in their heart, they may be hurting, and they may need help."

So please, if you guys need help, tell me, I want to help. I know I won't be of much help, but I would like to be a positive influence to your lives, because in the end, we do not live alone in this world, we live together, and we're together till the end. 

I love you guys and wish you guys the best in life and whatever.

I'm sorry about not being able to offer a positive message today, and I'm sorry if I'm annoying or if I burden some of you guys.

I really am, I just love you guys dearly and I want you guys to be happy.

I'll support all of you in whatever choices you make until I take my last breath.

And no one knows when that will be, so I'll keep running towards my dream, and I'll keep trying with making new friends and making people happy and I'll keep trying my hardest to be the best version of myself.

So, you can do it everyone!