Due to high anxiety and my laptop just quitting on me today I'm leaving aff and Tumblr for a bit.

My anxiety lately drove me to a complete breakdown and I started to age regress the other day (something I've only done one other time due to another breakdown). Being a fan of something shouldn't cause me to break down. Yet...that's what's happened lately. It but I need to keep my sanity. Outside forces have definitely played a part in this but certain fandoms have actually killed me on both Tumblr and Twitter. 

I'll check this place every now and then for messages and such but if you really want to get a hold of me message me in the next day and I'll give you my fan Twitter that will soon be turning into a witchcraft/personal Twitter I can be out on.

Idk how long I'll be gone for but at this point in time I doubt stories will ever be done.

I'm so sorry but it's either my sanity or kpop fanfics

Have a beautiful day 

~Blair

P.S. I'll probably leave most fandoms I'm in for the time being...like I'll support EXO's comeback because they've saved me and I refuse to spit in their face but...idk...I just need fresh air and healing