to that person

Did you see my tears while you laughed?

But why would you care when it seems no one likes me anymore.

Did you realize I’ve been hurting the entire time?

But your eyes were too blind to see it.

My tears have been hiding like a dam, my room pulling me into a place deeper than I wish.

I wished we were younger.

Clueless and innocent. Hidden from everything.

But now, when I think I was okay, repeating the words I wish I could tell.

I realize the darkness is getting deeper, and Im scared that I won’t be able to see the light.

‘Save me!’ That’s all I want to yell, but it seems that yelling will be a waste of time.

My tears are held back, because I was told to.

That as a friend, I have to be the wall, not the one being protected by it.

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Im sorry about not updating my stories, ill try my best. 

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Motivational-adviser #1
You don't have to be the wall. You can be yourself. Whatever or whoever's hurting you is not worth your time. Also, don't be afraid to cry. Crying isn't a sign of weakness, you're just releasing all the pain and sadness from your system. Stay strong. I have a quote for you. I hope it makes u feel better.
"Always remember you're BRAVER than you believe, STRONGER than you seem, SMARTER thank you think, & twice as BEAUTIFUL as you imagine"
203693 #2
This is really relatable to me and it brings back such strong emotions for this.
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