HELP (BABYZ/ EXO L)
Guys,
I know I already posted one blog already.
But I couldn't get this out of my mind, and I wrote about this on twitter in a thread, But no one is answering me. And I'm scared jumping out of my skin, I'm trying to stop my heart beat but it isn't working.
I want to take this out before I get a panic attack.
I didn't mention this before, in fear of the Exo L fandom hating me and kicking me out if I mention this.
And I don't know what to do right now.
But here is the thing.
I'm shaking right now as I type this, so sorry if this doesn't make sense.
So here it goes...
I never said anything about this at all since 2011 or 2012. Because I felt like some of Exo L fandom might hate me for following BAP, so I've been hiding this for years. (it shows in my writing though. But still,)
I was so scared to tell the exo L fandom. Yes, i see myself as an Exo L But I've been following BAP and Toppdogg. (Mostly BAP.)
But I'm not talking about Toppklass.
I've been wanting to get more into BAP and actually talk about them more...
But I've been afraid that Exo L would kick me out or that Babyz would hate and not accept me, or I would get kicked out of Exo L. Don't know if Exo L and Babyz is still fighting but before they where and I remember I was scared to even mention that I loved their music and their style. In fear of what I said above.
I don't know guys. If you hate me. I know this will fall on deaf ears, I'm asking this mostly to Exo L and Babyz. Sorry, If I'm wasting time, I'm sorry.
I just can't get this off my chest.
- Nic.
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