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For some reason, I would like to give this message even though not a lot would take notice of, since I haven't been updating from almost a month now. Now, I am writing this blog post to actually explain my side.

To be honest, I have tried three times to construct some kind of valid explanation towards why I haven't been writing. Trust me, I have been trying, but I never had the excitement of writing now unlike when I first started here in AFF which was six years ago. Yes, I have been here from the silent days of AFF with another account. Now, that isn't the real deal here. I have a decision to make and I don't even think anyone would care but it doesn't hurt to give my announcement now, maybe. Did this paragraph make any sense? Lol, I'm sorry.

Anyways, I'm not going to beat around the bush and say it now. From this post forward, I will now stop posting my stories here in this account, and AFF in general. To post stories in other fanfiction sites or even writing sites is something that I haven't thought as well, though I have an account in AO3 and Tumblr, I am not sure if I will be posting chaptered stories as of the moment. One shots, maybe, but that is still indefinite. My reason is composed of many, many things. Writer's block, lack of inspiration, and others regarding my personal life. Now I know there aren't a handful of people who read my stories frequently, but I think I had to post this final message before I officially leave. I won't delete the stories I posted here, but all of them will be posted as complete- with this blog post as the final chapter. Sooner or later, I know I will come back to AFF but not with this account most probably.

I am not sure if I will update you guys or not, but I hope that I have touched people with my writing, even though it is lacking so much and needs improvement. Once again, thank you so much for reading them, getting to write here in AFF has been one the most beautiful moments in my life. 

pinkruffles, signing out.

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anneke329 #1
Thank you for sharing, go enjoy life and make new memories!
machichrlak #2
well first of all i hope you re better and happier with these decisions
but just so you d know you have inspired so many people out there (including me ) to step up and write although i haven t posted anything but i surely will
and second of all i really do wish to accomplish as half as you did by writing amazing quality content
and finally know for sure that you have our back in case you have a problem
dedicated subscriber here love from morocco <3<3<3<3
yoonmew #3
Omg,,my heart aches when i read the last words. Anyway good luck to you n thank you so much for writing such amazing stories. Actually i hv the same problems as you too(writer's block etc) so i understand you. B
sleeplessnight #4
Thank you for the stories you have written and shared with us. The [화양연화 Trilogy] has always been one of my favorite series here and it still lives in my heart. Wherever you may be, I wish you the best.
pinkypanda675 #5
hey pinkruffles, whatever u r going through right now I wish you will be able to go through it with strength and the things that you've been missing will come back to you again , I can say that I somehow understand u as I had been going through the same things, as i grew older (not that old tho I'm currently 18) I realized I lose passion about most things that I do ,I was frustrated as the feeling when I first start something faded just like that,but i think maybe its bcs we grew a bit older and mature ,we need to find new things to be passionate about . ;) I hope the best for you in life. lastly I want to say thank you for writing stories that help enlightened our days back then , I can say your story had been with me through one of the best memories in my life, I guess that is why I have a strong adoration toward ur story. hopefully this won't be ur last goodbye to us . :) I hope u still remember me tho haha but its okay if u don't . ;) *PS I used to comment on ur story back ;) bye ! :)
peggyw #6
Thank you for the message. I enjoyed the stories you have shared. Good luck!
203693 #7
I'm happy that you've decided you're next step and I am touched by your writing. It's okay to not be perfect, because no one is; we learn as we go on with life. I hope we can do it together! :)
_maknaetrash #8
I wish you all the best for whatever your next step after this. Life is very unexpected that we never know what it will offer us in the future. I hope you will stay as yourself and try to be happy always no matter what you are doing ! Pls love yourself always <3

ps : I luv all your writing and the stories will always stay as a good memory to me :)
nutellabaek88 #9
Such a big fan of your writing! I'll miss you!
chibijaejae #10
Hey, I just dropped by to let you know that your writing style was one of my favorites and I'd certainly miss waiting for updates on your trilogy but I understand that you also have a life outside AFF. Thank you for sharing your stories. :)
soshi16 #11
huhu. so you won't continue your ongoing stories anymore?? SAAD. TT

but I understand you!
HeadToToesLove #12
good luck, hun! Let me know if you ever do decide to post on AO3 (and what's your username, cause then I can add you).
I'm going through something similar, and the thing that seems to be helping with my writers block is posting on multiple forms, because feedback is so different everywhere, it's keeping me motivated. It took me two years to figure that out, lol.
I wish you the best of luck. You will be missed, trust me.
Z_Teddy #13
Thank you for informing us. Honestly, I am also from your generation of fans, joining AFF around the same time you did, give or take a year. And I understand your situation. We're all growing up and growing out of this world. It was a beautiful time while we were in it and it really helped us through life but now we have other things to think about and more responsibilities to shoulder. I wish you all the best and success!
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