Hello! I haven't been here for a long time. 

I'm already in college and will be graduaing next year (I'm claiming it c:) 

I don't really know what to say tbh. I was never the blogger type and I don't think I have the ~skills~ to communicate with people. You feel me?

Why am I writing this anyway?

Again, I don't know. 

*sighs*

This is so random but my external drive broke and I can't open it anymore which means I no longer have access to the files saved in there. 

I don't really have someone to talk about it but I'm exteremely sad asdfghjkl. All my files since high school were in there and I'm the kind of person who takes photos of almost everything and now that they are gone I feel like a part of me was somehow taken away from me. (nonsense ;_; )

Anyway, I want to go back to making posters here in aff but I don't really know how to use PS anymore and my style is definetely not the ~in~ anymore. I don't know what's the trend anymore hoho. 

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I don't really know if I'm sad or I'm just really tired. 

I'd like to tell my 10 year old self:  " Don't let fear stop you from chasing your dreams " 

I don't know. I'm at the age where I'm supposed to be having fun and discovering myself to create my own identity but I feel like I'm just here. Plain and simple. 

I don't think I have something ~interesting~ to showcase or to let people know about me. I'm ambitious but I don't do anything about what I really want in life. 

*sighs*