alright,...

I really don't know what's happening, and articles being posted every now and then is not helping at all.

sNsd's comeback should be fun and should be creating new memories, instead, this is all frustrating and not a happy comeback for sure. I tried to understand whatever is happening and keep supporting the girls, streaming on youtube on melon, voting on them, and the likes but there's always a lot of sh*t that happened and that is not nice and respectful at all.

Then i read this article posted by oniontalker , you can check this link if you haven't read it yet  https://seoulcomplex.com/united-we-sone-816/ i know sm is all that sh*t and would do anything that is not possible but this is too much.. I thought 2014 was the worst when jessica left but 2017 is the worst so far thinking that our beloved girls were struggling for the past 8 months, negotiating about the contract and fighting for their rights, i dunno what really was discussed, but if these girls give in to what sm wants, we might face worser than the worst. Jessica's sudden departure from sm might repeat itself thinking that September is fast approaching and basing on the treatment our girls is experiencing, i rather them not STAY... yes, I RATHER them NOT STAY than being treated this way. They don't deserve this, they stayed for freaking 10 years and survive that same 10 years in the long run. I didn't reject not blaming Jessica nor snsd on that 2014 controversy, neither both sides were at fault, everyone should understand this, ot8 didn't kicked jessica out, it was all sm's doing and now they are showing their true self. They are using us sones to put the pressure to our beloved girls so that they will give in to what they want.

And i am not going to that. As i mentioned before, i rather them not stay than being force to do something they don't want and be treated like trash when in fact they are legends, they are queens. They should be respected and treated with care. They have their own life and they not getting any younger, we wished them more fun and do what they want to do.

This might scare all of us, what ever the outcome is, but pleeease, don't fall on sm's mediaplay, these related articles will come off soon but we should stick together. And trust the girls... Let's not pressure them hence support them till the end. I may not there since the beginning but I'm staying till the end. 

This kind of controversy will not shake my loyalty towards the girls, I'm going to support them like my life depends on it, i didn't wait for 2 years to just believe this kind of sm is throwing us. This is not acceptable.

Eventually, i hoped that everything will end soon.. I'm just disappointed about everything and feel upset about our girls. Anyhow, i rant too much, i just want to express what i want, it's free anyway right? I just want to take this off my chest so i could relax, (i was planning to buy bought of thealbums and gueswhat? Sm is not going to restock it, so I'll just depend on youtube and other that posted the content)..

I hoped that both  fandom, ot8s and golden stars would reunite since we had a misunderstanding at some point thru sm's doing, let's stop fighting and just support them, jessixa is now happy with her life and she mentioned that she treasure snsd amd that the memories will not be erased(something like that), i hope one day snsd would speak the same way towards sica in a free manner, without controlling them, it's been 3 years already,

Let's  trust the girls with their words and when fany said that they promise better days and they are just there..;)

P.s. we might have different pov's but let's just respect each other. I don't want any hate, these are my thoughts and i need to let it out or I'll explode.

P.s.s. this is freaking me out i am having a writers block. Forgive me;)