hi, welcome to the interview for this plotline: a second chance! i'm glad that you took interest in this plotline! i hope that you're prepared for this review, and please answer these in your character's pov! how you answer the questions on this interview won't affect your score, it's just to get a better idea of how to write the chapters if your character was to be picked! have fun answering the questions, act natural of course, c; Thank you for this opportunity! 

 

question one ) be honest! how often did you stalk ex-boyfriend's social media? 

The truth?.....ummm...*scratches head and looks away*....like a little....okay like a lot...like....*sighs* okay fine I looked at his profile at least 15 times a day during my breaks. But I swear it was only because I was really heart broken and I just wanted to know what he was up to! There's nothing wrong with that.....and I don't think it's stalking...just checking up on him....okay maybe it was stalking....

 

 The post that really made me think we were really done was of him and a sonogram. *Looks lost in thought* My heart  seriously dropped....I don't want to talk about it....I can't even.....I don't know. Can we talk about something else...please?

 

 Oh.. When I saw him I just wanted to punch him...no doubt *chuckles*. A part of me wanted to tell him how I felt, and then the other part...*sighs*..I just wanted him to come back. But how could I feel like this? He's done something so messed up and I'm pretty sure it messed me up inside. How can I still want to be with someone like that? I don't know if I can give him another chance. I mean...I was committed completely to this relationship..and all for it to just go down the drain in 3 years. *looks away* I'm really torn... 

 

 Well... at first I thought it was because he wanted his space. That was all he said. He just felt *air quotes* different. I really thought that it was my fault. I probably didn't give him room. But as I think about it....I never really saw him try after two years.. Or maybe I was just too busy with my career that it gave him room to latch on to someone else......*shakes thought off* whatever he still cheated.

 

 I was completely devestated! My heart felt like it dropped down to my ankles and I couldn't breathe at all. It was like a daggar to my heart...I just remember........*sighs deeply* Why are we doing this again?? *slides hand behind neck and rolls her head* Okay let's get it over with.

I remember Hoseok asking me to come over to his place around 8 at night since I was off at 7:30. I drove there and went up to his apartment. He opened the door for me and I hugged him....but when he hugged me..it was lifeless...there wasn't any feeling like I used to sense from him. He told me that he needed to talk to me and that it was important. So I complied and sat with him on the couch. He told me.......he wanted to break up. *shrugs shoulders* he didn't give me an explanation. He just said it wasn't working. *looks down* I cried....I'll admit.....and I begged too. *scoffs* I probably looked stupid....begging someone who didn't even love me anymore. I was probably there for 30 minutes or so. Before I left, I gave him back his second pair of apartment keys. He apologized but.....I didn't even say a word to him.....I just left. No point in staying right? I was still in shock for a couple days though.

 

I just want to say, thank you for giving me the opportunity to tell you my side. I've been holding it in and my thoughts have been on nothing but Hoseok. You're truly a listening ear! Good luck with whatever you do!

welcome mr. love interest to your interview part of this story. i'd like to get to know you better since i already got to know your ex-girlfriend's side already, nice to work with you! again, how you answer these questions won't affect your answer. please respond to these questions in your, love interest, perspective! 

 

question one ) tsk tsk tsk, i don't understand you! you seemed so firm when you dumped her! why do you want another second chance when you dumped her? 

I really was firm! I didn't think I loved her as much as I did before. And it wasn't fair to keep her with me when my mind was elsewhere. But I want a second chance because I was wrong. *sighs* I need that second chance...she's my everything. It may seem like I'm just saying it now after what I've done but...it's different this time. I don't want to let her go. She's the only one that will put up with someone like me. I miss her...I need her.

 

Okay....I know you're going to say I was an idiot, but you have to listen to me. One night after hanging out with Yerim and some co-workers, I got a little drunk. Yerim offered to take me home. She said 'I just want you to be safe. I won't leave until I know you're okay'. I agreed...I don't know why....but I did. When we got to my place...that's when everything happened. I felt horrible the next day you have to believe me! I knew I messed up by doing what I did to Bebe. I promised myself that I wouldn't tell her because I knew it was going to hurt her.

*sighs* Anyways, I met up with Yerim a couple more times afterwards..but nothing else happened! I promise! I felt guilty for doing what I did. Just even being with Bebe made me feel low. I didn't want to leave her, but I didn't want to live a lie either. 3 weeks after everything happened, I told Yerim that I wanted to stay committed to Bebe. But she continued to throw herself on me. I tried to step away from her, I really did. A month after my little..accident..Yerim had asked me to go over to her place. That night I went over and she told me she was pregnant. I was in complete shock! I mean...it was only one time. I couldn't eat or sleep for a week straight. I couldn't tell Bebe because I knew she would never forgive me. I decided to break up with her instead. I was going to have a baby of my own, and I couldn't bring myself to drag Bebe along. *Looks down* I was a coward...I know...but I just didn't want to hurt her. 

 

question three ) did you immediately regret it after you dumped her? or did you try to move on? 

I wasn't regretful, but sorry. I was sorry that I did this to Bebe. After everything she's done for me, I end up starting my own family, and not even with her. I knew how much she wanted to be with me....but I chose to do it with someone else....by accident of course...but still. 

I tried to move on by getting with Yerim for the sake of our *air quote* child. I dedicated myself to Yerim just to make sure she was okay. At first it was fine. We weren't awkward or anything. Then her sister came to visit...yeah, it turns out....she's not even pregnant! Her sister is! *rolls eyes* Yerim used her sister's damn sonogram as her own. How sick is she, right? N-not that I'm trying to divert the attention or anything *nervously laughs* I'm still at fault as well...

 

question four ) what was your reaction when you saw her reaction when you dumped her? 

I can't say it enough, I felt so guilty. I couldn't bring myself to tell her the whole truth of why I was breaking up with her. *lost in thought* When I saw her begging me....my heart ached. I wanted to embrace her and tell her that I was sorry for everything. I told her that I didn't feel the same anymore..which was a lie. I still loved her, I was just caught up with the thought that someone else liked me. I remember cursing myself over and over again in my head. But I convinced myself that morning that it was the 'right' thing to do. After all her begging and pleading, she fell silent. At that moment, I knew she gave up. She slowly handed back my keys and that was the last time I touched her warm hands. Bebe got up and opened the door to leave. But before she did, I called her name. She looked at me, and I looked at her apologetically. *looks down* I told her I was sorry. That was all I could get out of my mouth. She didn't even say a word. She just.....left. *looks up* I don't know what else to say....

 

question five ) how did you dump her?! 

I asked her to come over after she finished up work. I was really nervous...I was breaking up with someone who was there for me even through the bad times. I repeated what I was going to say over and over the whole entire day. As the time grew near, I began doubting what I was about to do. But I really couldn't have Bebe know about Yerim. So I made up my mind that I was going to do it that night. When she came over, she embraced me with a warm hug....I felt so bad that I couldn't hug back like I used to. She looked at me with concern and I just told her that I needed to tell her something imporant. I made sure to have her sit down with me on the couch. There wasn't any way around it, so I just told her straight up. I told her that things were different and I didn't want to be with her anymore. The moment she started to cry, I really felt horrible inside. I was sorry for hurting her. I kept telling her it was over and I couldn't be with her anymore. I repeated myself a couple times before she got the point. *sighs heavily* I'm sorry but, I don't think I can say anymore...this is making me feel even more guilty.

 

well, thank you so much for your time! say something to the author! 

Thank you for letting me share my side of the story. *scratched head* even though it felt like you were drilling me *chuckles nervously*. But I feel like I've gotten a lot off of my chest. So....thank you for listening to me. 

To Bebe:

Bee, I know I was wrong for not telling you, and I'm so sorry. I wish I wasn't such a coward and told you the truth. I'll do anything to get you back...just...please....please let me show you that you're the only one I want to be with. I know you might not believe me after everything, but I'm begging you to give me a second chance. I promise I'll never make you hurt again. Please believe me...I love you with all my heart.