Hello my beautiful readers!

As the title says: I'm leaving. 
Not for good though.
I don't know if I have ever mentioned it (probably) but I suffer from Social Anxiety, Test Anxiety and episodes of Depression. I had to drop out of school half a year before the exams after which I would’ve had the highest graduation degree possible in Germany. Sadly I wouldn’t have been able to do those exams due to my Anxiety so I had to drop out and search for help. Unfortunately, where I live, I would’ve had to wait for a year to be able to talk to a psychotherapist so instead I decided on doing a Therapy at a clinic away from home.

Anyway, long story short: I finally got an appointment which is next week and from then on I will do a specialized therapy for six week.

Obviously I’m scared (I mean I have Social Anxiety lol what did you expect) but I am also excited to be able to handle my life and maybe get a job afterwards. 

I would be super happy if you could leave me some encouraging words or if you shared you experiences with me. You can also ask me questions, I would be glad to answer them~

So, no, I'm not leaving aff, perhaps I will have internet at some point, but I most probably won't be able to upload (which, if we are being honest, won't make much of a difference because I always update so slwoly lmao). Maybe I will be totally motivated though and write while I'm there, let's see~

Okay, this is the end of my ramble, thank you so much for all your love and support that you always shower me with, this is really a place I came to cherish a lot because of all the love and happiness that you beautiful people spread and share with everyone!

I'll see you later, byeeee <3