My boyfriend of 2 years, Michael, died an hour ago from leukimia. I'm crying right now, I feel so terrible. I want to die. Just to see him again. I'd do anything. Anything. I want to see him again. The bad thing is that he lived in New York. So, basically, I can't go see him or go to the funeral. I didn't even know he had leukimia. His mom told me he didn't want me to worry about him. He said I was better off not knowing. My heart hurts. Badly...I miss you Michael. Saranghae....