Hello beautiful people out there!

I just wanted to cry everything out here.

I am stressed, sad and a little depressed... I've got enough of home and I feel a little bit misunderstood. Or more like I am not important. No, I feel lonely...

My studies and university are taking so much time and I feel so stressed,  I am tired all the time. I don't even have the time to do soemthing I like to do. I hadn't the chance to draw for a very long time... Especially after I found JR/Kim Jonghyun of Nu'est who I want to draw badly. My fingers are already itching and I can't get rest because of it.

Also my friends don't even have time because of their adult life. And I just want to shout out to the world out there and want to be free.

I just don't know what to do. The only thing I can do is flee to the Internet world and write my stories or play my PS 4 where I can be in another world.

I want to be free and see the world and don't want to be sad anymore T.T Is this too much?