I'M So HAPPY

I can't tell any of my friends or family why I'm happy bc they might get mad. LOL So, I'm just posting here.

I went to a prom at my sister's boyfriend's school and it was fun. xD
I was having a great time and then the dj played a slow song and all the couples started going to the dance floor. That was when I stared feeling like a loner because EVERYONE had a date and I was jealous of everyone bc I wanted to dance with someone too. xD
Then this pretty girl came up to me and said "Do you wanna dance", and of course I said "yes" LOL
That was my first time dancing a slow dance and my first time holding a girl! I was so nervous and happy because she was so pretty and tiny! And she smelled really nice too (I know, it's creepy right? lmfao)

I wanted to tell my mom all about it but my sister told her "G slow danced with someone" and my mom said "I hope it wasn't with a girl" and then I got sad. LOL I'm stupid for being sad.

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cissoye #1 Jun 16, 2017 09:40:53

No you're not stupid for being sad. Rejections and harsh judgement like that will hurt anyone, and I feel bad for you for not even being able to share your happiness with your family and be honest with them.
I don't know if you're into girls or not, but it's really sad to have your own family making you feel so bad about yourself.
I hope you get to be confident and comfortable about whoever you are and want to be- though I know it's pretty hard mostly in such circumstances. Years should make it better for you. Don't give up who you are to be accepted by your family and I hope for you to be happy.

And it's such a nice experience you had =D This girl you danced with is such a sweetheart. Dunno if you'll keep in touch with her, but I hope you can ^^
Being the outsider isn't easy, but it's great, it means you are special and unique, and if people can't appreciate that then, well, focus on the ones who do. I bet you'll remember this slow forever ;) I'm really happy for you =)