Hi guys, I'm so so so sorry about being gone and never writing or posting new things? I know I promised a lot but it's been a bit hard on me lately.

I'm gonna be honest here, a lot of my real life friends have found out that I write/wrote K-pop fanfics and they've been antagonizing me. Calling me werid, gross, and a plethora of other things because I write fanfiction between real people. And K-pop none the less. 

I don't give a about that, I mean what I write is what I want to write, and I love writing in a shared space with everyone. But all the negative comments made me stop writing all together. I don't want to write and have people find out again because I don't want to hear the people closest to me, the people I love, to harass me and bombard me with rude comments.

Also, life, lately I haven't been wanting to do things that I enjoy. I don't even feel like moving off my bed. I get bored of my phone, I just lay down more frequently for hours. Writing had become a bit of a chore. I'm trying to stay productive though.

Anyways just because things are hard now doesn't mean anything for the future! Goals for future projects are:

• To get the Gunhee+Jooheon thing out by like August/September (the earlier the better)
• Write the gugudan thing I wanted
• something vixx I have planned????
• More Wonkyun/Hyungkyun if I can think of a good idea

I'm trying my best to get things done! Sorry I went AWOL over the past year school is hard, I had many mental breakdowns, and at one point I stopped writing all together. I want to write more. I'll be very slow, but I hope that you guys can at least understand why.

Thank you for your support, and please wait for me a bit longer.