Today or well yesterday lol, marks my second year on AFF so yay, one of th best decisions I've ever made tbh. *throws confetti everywhere* WOOOOO.

However today or yesterday, LUL, is also the day I got my heart ripped out of my chest exactly a year ago and well one day(cuz I'm a lazy emotional pleb who was moping around over the deathversary), I miss you. I miss you so much. Waking up to your passing was so painful. I am afraid to sleep, I am afraid to wake up. I slept and missed your last breath, I was rudely awoken to the words of you leaving, but if this is all just a cruel dream, then wake me up, wake me up now.