I admit that I'm a fan, but I've been following the news with unbiased mind and I will try to point out my opinion as objective as possible.

First of all, I feel so related to TOP because my friend was once went through the exact same thing, well close enough.

My friend, Cassie, some of you my old friend or following my stories from the beginning probably know her. 

Back in the beginning 2016 (or late 2015?), Cassie was admitted to the hospital due to overdose of her anxiety medications. Cassie was going through a lot back then and writing her thesis really took a toll on her. She got anxiety attack at least twice a day and eating her pills seems to help, at first.

The news that she was admitted brought shock to us, because none of us friends knew about her anxiety disorder. Cassie never talked about it, even to her closest friend, she seemed happy and lively that we thought that she lived a happy life, when the truth was, it's far from that.

The hospital thingy was not that bad honestly, she was unconscious for few days and when she woke up, she was like as healthy as ever. The aftermath though, was a pain to see.

Cassie cried everyday, refuse to get off the bed, even walking to her own porch scared her. Her anxiety was at worst. She told me she felt useless and wonder why didn't she die during the overdose.

The thing with people with anxiety is, they scared of everything (especially when it gets on its peak), everybody and everything make them anxious, and it's tiring.

Once the attack came, they'll be troubled with breathing, shaking, sweating, crying, even seizures, and the thing that come through their mind is I'm tired, I want to die.

Cassie is better now tho. With the love of family and friends she got through the worst, but she once said, "I never feel the same anymore, it's like it took a part of me and left me with half empty feelings."

My point is, what happened with TOP is not a laughing matter. He probably (according to his doctor) will be fine in few more days, but even when he wakes up, the dude still not okay. Physically yes, but emotionaly? mentally? no, and he probably never will be, just like my friend.

I saw so many hate comments, haters even attack his family. This is not right guys. I'm not saying this because I'm a fan, but out of humanity. This is just wrong. Can we stop hating and let the man be?

You hater probably think that he's actually okay, he's just sleeping, he's not gonna die, but he's not okay, and he probably wants to actually die. And please don't call it over dramatic, because people with depression and anxiety tend to think that way, it's just how their brains work.

He did a wrong thing, yes I admit. He broke the law and I get why people loathe him so much (even though he's smoking weed or not is not people's business honestly), but attacking him and his family with so many hate comments now is just out of line. Especially when he's at his worst.

We don't know what he went through and it's not okay to judge him just because he HARM HIMSELF. If we were in his shoes we probably won't be as strong as he is. 

So if you somehow hate him, have so many curse you want to say to him, please, please kindly keep it to yourself, I beg you. Again, we don't know what he's been through, and your hate comments probably will lead this to even worsen scenario.

Please, let him be. Please think with your heart and forgive him just this once. You're a good person, you don't want to ruin somebody's life just because of silly fanbase and fanwar.

And again, if you think that this is over dramatic, he's a person with depression and anxiety disorder, there must be cause of those and it's not a a silly matter. This is real and dangerous, google it. 

So again, I'm not tired of saying this, please let him be. Just this once. Let him recover in peace, let his family in peace. If you're being nice, when you go through the same problem, people will be nice at you too, because Karma does exist. Trust me, I know.

To fans, or any people who concern at him, let's keep praying for him. Hopefully he will be okay in no time.

Good night guys, or afternoon, or morning. May God bless you all :*