오션 ; Kang Yein is a Jellyfish!

"Choosing my own thing to do was the hardest decision of my life, but sometimes, you can't just stand back while someone takes away your choice. This is your life, so live it. hAPPINESS IS IN YOUR HANDS."

Nabi

Kang Yein

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Kang Yein

 


 

NAME: 강예인
NICKNAME(S): Kid - Called by Yoongi because of her childish nature and their .
Yeon-yein- A word play on her name, yeon Yein means celebrity or artist/entertainer in korean and the other members of ocean call her this as a joke. 
Princess Peach- Because of Yein's soft looks and love for the color pink, including her pinkish makeup and doll-like appearance, the fans have dubbed her as princess peach. 
Fake Maknae- The fans and her group members have dubbed her as the fake maknae of the group because of her childish and obedient persona. 
BIRTHDATE: January 17, 1998. (Age in 2016: 18)
BIRTHPLACE: Incheon, South Korea
HOMETOWN: Incheon, South Korea
ETHNICITY: Korean
FACECLAIM: Xiyeon (Siyeon) + Pristin
BACK-UP: Sana + Twice

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APPEARANCE & LOOKS: With an average sized stature and small frame, Yein looks more like a doll than anything else. Standing at 163 cm and weighing around 48kg, Yein has earned this only by the constant physical activity throughout her life, such as being a dancer and her parents making her stick to a good diet. She has soft curves about her frame and a toned physic. Yein has very soft and angelic features, with a slightly angular button nose, light skin tone and a slim face with rosy cheeks, dark and doe-like innocent and inviting eyes and, what she thinks is her best feature, her bright and contagious grin. Yein keeps her youthful appearance by both the good graces of genes combined with sticking to a daily skincare regiment. Her hair is currently close to her natural shade of ebony, with a few layers and a side part to the right. Yein likes to wear her hair usually down, or a little bit pulled back away from her face, however, when she's dancing she tends to keep it in a ponytail or bun. She prefers to wear simple and light pinkish makeup outside of performances, with a minimum amount of concealer and eyeliner, as well as a bit of mascara and some chapstick.

FASHION & STYLE: Yein's sense of style is a mix of chic, whimsical and trendy. She likes to dress to impress herself and tends not to mind what others think of her clothing. She's rather laid back, yet she still likes to dress clean-cut and put together. Her outfits range in colors, from pastels to darker shades, however, she wears a lot of solid prints and stripes, and some patterns as well as random logos. She likes to wear overalls a lot, whether that be overall-shorts or overall dresses, she loves both, as well as long overall pieces. She likes tees, sweaters, sweatshirts and solid or patterned blouses, crop tops, leggings/tights, jean and pleated skirts, shorts, as well as solid skinny jeans (with or without rips) and outerwear (any kind of jacket is fine for her). Yein usually wears sneakers with every outfit with the occasional Timberlands and ankle boots. Yein usually doesn't wear sundresses or dresses outside of overall dresses unless for a special occasion or performance and this goes for sandals and heels as well. 

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TRAITS: 

Positive + laid-back/easygoing, friendly, kind, hard-working, adaptable, passionate, caring.

Neutral / obedient, open-minded, perfectionist, people-pleaser.

Negative - overemotional, -up, anxious, insecure, critical, oblivious/lost, childish

PERSONALITY: Yein is a noticeably laid-backed and friendly individual. She’s someone who is easy to get along with, especially when she flashes you her warm and easygoing smile and usually tends to stay mellow-tempered and calm for the most part. She’s not someone who gets easily upset or flustered, however, she does take ridicule to heart. Yein has no problem befriending others, she’s the type of person to see someone alone in a room and take that as an opportunity to just walk up and strike a conversation. She has a way of drawing people in with her caring and adaptable personality and making you feel right at home in any situation.

She’s kind and genuinely wants to care for others without ulterior motives. She’s more of a mediator between others when fights arise and will jump in and try to calm down both parties to the best of her ability. She’s a good shoulder to cry on and ear to listen to all of your troubles and try to give you advice. (even if it’s not always the best, she really does try XD) She hates seeing anyone struggle and doesn’t mind falling behind to help someone else. Yein is also very open-minded and tries to be considerate of others beliefs. She likes hearing about how others think and their side of the story and tends to believe just about anything if you say it with passion. She isn’t necessarily gullible, but she wants to give everyone an equal chance. She's very caring and instantly connects with others on a deeper level. She’s sensitive at heart and passionate about others around her who she considers a friend and would do anything to ensure their happiness. At times, her caring and gentle nature can seem maybe overwhelming, but she really does mean well and loves with all of her heart. Once you are on this list of people she’s close to then you better be prepared for constant physical adoration and being doted on. Yein isn’t one to shy away from skinship if she likes someone, that means her members have a lot in store for them and better prepare if they aren’t one to like constant affection.

With just one small conversation with her, you’ll feel like you’ve known her forever. However, this is exactly what Yein wants people to feel when they speak to her. What those around her actually don’t know is that she’s the biggest people pleaser known to man. She doesn’t do it out of malice of with evil purposes, but to some, it can come off that way-as someone very fake and fabricated. It’s not obvious if you’re not looking into things carefully because Yein tries her best to hide this and fit in like she’s always strived for. She’s planned out and precise with her acting and tries way too hard to work with other people’s personalities. Why does she do this? Because she craves acceptance and love from others, she adapts her personality to fit those around her, which causes her to sometimes lose herself. Over the years of doing exactly as she was told by her parents, she’s lost who she really is and is new to discovering her own wants and needs. It didn’t help that she was the only child of the Kang’s, so she was subjected to being placed under intense scrutiny and expected to act the part of a good child. She’s bit her tongue and held back on many occasions, and over the course of her childhood and teenage years, she has become the obedient and adaptable daughter that the Kangs wanted. Which, this by default makes her a -up. She’ll do something that she knows someone likes or will get her extra brownie points because she wants to be noticed and accepted by them. She’s too much of a try hard which wears her down to the point of exhaustion because she is always trying to predict out what someone might do or say and how she should react, instead of just throwing herself out there and being true to who she is because at this point she doesn’t know who she is. She hates being like that and silently suffered for years and for the life of her, just wants her own voice. She can’t help but listen to the critics of others and follow orders, but she’s working on breaking out of that habit. In the past, If her parents told her to drop all of her friends, she’d do it in a second, but hurt inside about it. Now, as an eighteen-year-old Yein is trying to find her way in this big world and learn to shake off her obedience and lost state and find out who she really is.

If there's one thing, she should be acknowledged for it's her determination and hard work. Yein has spent hour after hour working towards her dream, and her diligence is no joke. She'll stay up night after night trying to memorize and perfect choreography or learn her part in a song, or even help out another member with their own struggles. She's completely and utterly dedicated to her love of music and to her friends, and she'll do anything to help. You never have to worry about Yein slacking when it comes to making music or pulling her own weight; she'll always get things done as soon as possible. She’s used to this dedicated behavior because of the high expectations her parents have always held of her. She never wanted to disappoint so she’s tried her best to work hard in everything she does. However, being this much of a hard worker lead her to also be a perfectionist. Yein may seem well-kept and put together, but this is only because of her being a perfectionist due to other’s expectations. Yein feels the need to make everything meet her standards, no matter what it is, if it’s something that she’s involved in then she’ll do it again and again until she deems it perfect. That also includes others that she works with. If someone else's work doesn’t seem up to par, she might try to politely point it out, but it will eat away inside of her if whatever it is isn’t adjusted. She can’t help but be very critical of her judgment. However, she does try to give people the benefit of the doubt, but she doesn’t hide her doubts. Sometimes she can become too judgemental and almost harsh with her sharp critiques but doesn’t realize this, which can be very annoying to others around her. She might just call this being a perfectionist and wanting things to be nice and carefully planned, but others can see that this is the making of an acute cause of OCD.

Over the years, because of wanting to live up to the best daughter and dance student, Yein has become very insecure and self-deprecating and views herself as not good enough or up to standards. She never views herself or her work as talented and has a hard time giving herself any credit or praise. This is another reason why she tries to adapt her personality to fit others because she always finds something wrong with herself or thinks of herself as pathetic. Yein is always working on improving herself and bettering herself as a person, however, with all of her self-critiques, this sometimes can be too much for her. She, in all actuality, is her biggest enemy.

You can see the passion flowing through her in everything she does, whether that be when she's dancing, cooking, singing, or rapping, it doesn’t matter what it is, Yein always gives her all. She doesn’t just casually care for things, no, she is passionate with her whole soul and lets this be her drive to strive for more. If she wants something bad enough, she’ll try and try again until it’s within her reach. Though, at times Yein is very over emotional. She tries to keep her emotions at bay, but she feels things way too deeply for her own good and experiences extreme highs and lows. If she has a bad day, such as someone critiquing her negatively or she reads a harsh fan comment, she takes it to heart, way more than others tend to and will indeed cry and feel depressed and upset for the remainder of the day, or in some cases, several days. This goes for both good and bad feelings, each are heightened to intensity which becomes somewhat hard to control at times, which leads us to her anxiousness. When receiving bad comments, Yein tends to overthink things to an extreme, which leads to her having anxiety over everything. She can’t help but worry about any little thing, including other’s opinions of her and what may or may not happen in the future. Before a show, her anxiety catches up to her, and she becomes very nauseous and quiet and lets this emotion eat away at her up until the performance. Of course, this is very unhealthy, but Yein tends to keep this to herself so others can’t see her imperfections because of her insecurities. She has a childish mindset and view of life. She does think about her happiness a lot, but it isn’t the most important thing as in ignorantly being obedient. She’s not selfish, but she is very immature at times, and somewhat ignorant of others problems unless it’s very obvious. She questions everything with childlike wonder and distrust. She looks at things how a small child does, very blindly and to the point. She is naive to most things and does let little things get to her unlike most people instead of using her willpower to plow through. She also does get somewhat pouty if things don’t exactly go her way but doesn’t express this very much to others, however, it is very obvious when she’s upset. 

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BACKGROUND: Kang Yein was born in In Incheon, South Korea to two overbearing parents as their first and only child. She lived a relatively privileged childhood, from what others saw from the outside looking in, Yein seemed to have the ideal life. Her parents were well-off and hardly struggled for money but they did like keeping up with appearances with their equally well-off friends and that meant that Yein had to meet this standard as well. She learned early on that her parents had disconnected themselves from the rest of the family thinking that they were “too good” for them, which made Yein feel very isolated among her parents. Her parents moved from their hometown of Seoul to Incheon before Yein was born to ensure that their daughter wouldn’t be around such “lowly people.” She knew she had a cousin, who she only met a total of three times at random family affairs that her parents only attended to show off, Seungah, who she wanted to be close to but with her parents constant complaining and judgement of Seungah and her parents, she never had the chance to connect. So she and her older cousin became estranged.

However, with the Kang’s constant need to impress and do better, they decided that Yein had to have some kind of extracurricular that was noticeable and showy that would show off to the rest of her family. When Mrs. Kang realized that Yein enjoyed doing little dances and cute fluid movements of her body when commercials with music came on the television, she had an idea. Which lead to, from the tender and bright eyed age of five, Yein was put in a little girl’s remedial ballet class. Yein enjoyed dancing, it was exhilarating and fun and she made friends in her little group, which is something Yein really wanted. Growing up as an only child was very lonely and slightly frustrating at times because she didn’t have someone else closer to her age to lean on for advice or give her the strength to keep up with her parents demands, so making friends at the ballet studio was something that gave her a sense of meaning but, just like wanting to live up to her parents, Yein wanted to live up to the expectations of her friends and started developing her adaption trait and people-pleasing attitude.

Over the years, Yein’s parents pushed her to do well and be the daughter that they had always wanted, the perfect little obedient child that would give their family a good name. So they placed Yein in a prestigious academy and expected her to make good grades and continued to keep up with dancing. So Yein put a tremendous amount of effort in ballet and school to become the best for her family. It showed that she indeed had promise and raw talent, which earned her support from her instructors and fellow peers, as well as getting her many lead parts in dance numbers. However, the pressure was a lot on her shoulders and she spent many days being overwhelmed by her family’s expectations and crumbling, which lead her to get the cold shoulder until she picked the pace back up and continued to shine. Yein continued to do well throughout her middle-school years and showed to be one of the top students at her ballet studio. When her instructors started to insist that Yein branch out and learn different styles of dance to improve and enhance her skill, her parents were doubtful at first but soon agreed to make Yein take other dance classes. Some of the students criticized Yein for always following her parents’ will but she sadly couldn’t decline their orders and pitifully continued to follow down the path that her parents set for her, with a new goal in mind, thanks to her mother: Be one of the top ballerina’s in Korea. She herself didn’t really know what she wanted to do, but since her parents wanted her to be a professional dancer then she would do it. She lived her life obeying orders and didn’t really have a passion of her own. She loved dancing, but she didn’t always want to do exactly what her parents wanted her to do and stick to the certain styles that they approved. She knew it was in her blood, she was born to dance, but she didn’t just want to be a ballerina, however she was too weak to voice this and kept it to herself.

In Yein’s free time, she would watch dance practice videos that the other girls at the studio suggested which slowly started leaning towards kpop practice videos, until one day Yein discovered something amazing that set her heart ablaze- Suga’s rap. She was scrolling through Youtube one night in between studying for her latest exam when she came across a suggested video and curiousity got the better of her, leading her to click on the thumbnail of some young guy with short raven hair. It was an audition video to an entertainment company under the name of BigHit and for some reason, with the way his eyes lit up and his voice laced with fire and passion, the lyrics spitting from his tongue and flowing like that of an artist with canvas and a paint brush, Yein was sold. She knew with her heart that this guy was in love with what he was doing, was confident and determined to be a rapper and Yein loved every second of it. This just inspired her to continue pushing forward with her dancing to one day be as passionate and so in love as he was. However, as time went on and Yein started finding more videos of this Suga guy, she started rapping along herself and enjoyed messing around with his music. She choreographed pieces to some of his songs and started listening to the newly debuted group, BTS that he was apart of and found that she loved their style and passion. They were so different and confident and Yein wanted to be like that so badly. She sang whole-heartedly and rapped her heart out in the confines of her room and danced lovingly to their music at the studio and didn’t realize that this had become a habit.

She found that she enjoyed singing, rapping and dancing, and continued to try to sing and rap to other kpop songs, as well as ballads, r&b and other genres. She wasn’t half bad but she definitely wasn’t the best, just a bit above average in skill except for her talented dancing and she decided she wanted to secretly be an idol. This was her ultimate dream, to be like Suga and BTS. Then it happened. Yein found online that Big Hit was holding auditions in her city and she wanted with all of her heart to attend, but she was at a loss. (In 2014) What would her parents think? They wouldn’t agree to this, they wanted her to be a ballerina. Yein hadn’t ever disobeyed her parents before, but she had to do this. For the first time, she had to do something she wanted. So Yein decided to go, with a heavy heart, and audition. That night when she got back home, she rushed to her room, avoiding her parents and dinner all together, to check online. And an hour later, she received that call that she was being accepted as a trainee to BigHit. Yein was ecstatic, this was the best news she had ever received and she couldn’t believe she was about to be a trainee. However, she couldn’t shake the guilt of going behind her parents back to do it, so she decided to bow her head and tell her parents what she had done. They were, of course, angry. Never had Yein went against them so they were so shocked their daughter did something so reckless. At first they forbid her from going, telling her it was a waste of time and effort but when all Yein would do was go to school and practice and come home and sulk quietly in her room, they looked into it and decided to compromise for the sake of their daughter. If she could debut in a time frame of two years then they would allow her to be a trainee and if she couldn't meet their expectations then she had to come home and do exactly as they told her, so Yein agreed and started her new life as a trainee.

A year later, in 2015, Yein has successfully been a trainee for a year and has had just as much difficulty as everyone else, however, she's made many friends among the trainees but she has yet to meet her beloved Suga and BTS. Of course famous idol groups like them didn't have time to come down and greet all of the lowly trainees, so Yein just waited paitently for her moment to meet them. However, she was in for a big surprise. Someone else, who wasn't BTS, came into the picture that she didn't expect to see, her older cousin, Seungah. The girl was the complete opposite of Yein and she didn't know what to think about her. Seungah tended to keep to herself and was rather standoff-ish to the other trainees but Yein felt bad that she knew her and wasn't trying to talk and make friends like she did with everyone else. Yein, despite going against her parents orders once, couldn't find it in her to disobey them again and talk to her cousin whom they wanted her to stay away from. But, Yein can't help but feel guilty. The girl was all alone, in her shell that she had created before she came here and seemed so sad. Yein couldn't bare to see anyone like that, so she decided she would talk to Seungah and try to make her feel a bit better about the situation. Yein knew how hard it was being a trainee, especially not knowing anyone, so she would just let this slip and not tell her parents. So with her head held high and a huge smile on her bright face, Yein tried to start up a conversation with Seungah. Of course, this didn't work out and the older girl just pushed her away, which hurt Yein and left her feeling confused. But, Yein was relentless, she wanted to help Seungah come out of her shell and damn, she was going to do it! So as time drew on, Yein continued to approach her again and again until finally her cousin gives in and accepts her advances. 

SCANDALS/PREDEBUT: N/A

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PLOTLINE + BACKUP: Jellyfish + Octopus/Turtle

TRAINEE YEARS: Yein trained at Bighit from 2014-current day.

STAGE NAME: Nabi 나비 + Nabi is Korean for butterfly, which is Yein's stage persona. Yein is like that of a bright and colorful, yet gentle social butterfly, with a dancing ability that makes everyone stop and stare. She picked this stagename for this reason. 

STRENGTHS + WEAKNESSES: Dance: Dancing is Yein's greatest strength, since she's been doing it since the tender age of five. She knows many different styles and excels at most of the, however, she's exceptionally good at ballet, hip-hop, lyrical and contemporary pieces. She's a fast learner when it comes to choreo and has no problem catching on after just one time of being shown a dance but sometimes she needs to work on her timing and might be a bit too quick. Her biggest weakness for dancing is overthinking herself which can cause her to get off beat at times and not put enough power into her moves and at times, forgets to put in good facial expressions and lets the music carry her away too much. Vocal: Singing is something Yein is somewhat good at, just a bit above average but not overly impressive. She has a nice clear tone that you can make out every word with her pronunciation. She's not bad but she isn't fantastic and has more of a high-breathy kind of tone. She struggles with hitting low notes and hold out notes to their fullest, especially higher notes and tends to breathe at the wrong moments, but her voice is noticeably a sweeter and higher pitch which sometimes can seem seconds away from blowing away. Rap: Rapping is something Yein is actually pretty okay at for the most part, she has a cuter kind of tone and definitely not one of a highly trained and serious rapper, but she's pretty good and can rap a fast line without gettting too many words mixed up. She sometimes tries to practice tongue twisters to get better at things, however she is awful at freestyling and will result to trying to be cutesy which just makes things very cringy and sad. XD

TALENT TWINS: Dance: Red Velvet's Seulgi + Backup Twice's Mina
Vocal: Oh My Girl's Binnie
Rap: Pristin's Xiyeon (Her FC).

TRIVIA: 
— Her favorite pastime is dancing and listening to music, and she has a huge (secret) love of hip-hop/rap, as well as the obvious classical music, r&b, pop, and ballads.
— Yein loves reading, especially classics and manga.
— She's the biggest fan of Oh My Girl, BTS, Seventeen, & Twice. However, BTS is by far her favorite group and the actual reason why she auditioned to Bighit in the first place.
— Her three favorite foods are Jajangmyeon, kimchi, and bulgogi but she's crazy about banana milk. She also likes any kind of sweets.
— Yein loves both coffee and tea, warm beverages are her obsession.
— Yein has always enjoyed visiting the beach.
— Rain - It's just so calming to her and makes her in a really good mood.
— Show Yein a cute little animal, and she'll love you forever.
— If Yein had to choose a house to represent her in Harry Potter it would have to be Huffle Puff.
 — Yein enjoys doing dance covers of other kpop groups, including BTS as well as many girl groups and some other guy groups. 
— SUGA (BTS) - Her favorite rapper of all-time and possibly her favorite person in the world. He is the sole reason why she decided to be an idol and auditioned to Bighit Entertainment (She also has a poster of him back in her dorm room XD).
— Her cousin is a fellow Bighit trainee
— She is a Christian.
— She hates getting dirty or just dirt in general.
— She gets scared very easily and will scream extremely loud when afraid and cling to everyone around her. 
— She loves going to cafes and parks.
— Yein can only play one instrument, the piano.
— Has an iPhone 7 Plus and her lock screen on her phone is her and the other members, but her home background is her and her cousin. Her case is a picture of the newest BTS Album cover (Wings).
— She has a tiny miniature poodle back at her parent's house named Ruri who she loves dearly.
— She cries easily over literally just about anything lol. So don't watch a drama or children's movie with her unless you have a tissue box nearby.
— Yein is actually a good cook and doesn't mind busting out her skills for her members, but she hates washing dishes.
— She likes watching Korean dramas and variety shows.
— Her Twitter account username is @OceanButterfly — Has been dancing since she was around four years old.
— She has a huge fear of heights and immediately shuts down and clings to whoever is nearest to her. — She hates mud and bugs.
— Her favorite colors are orange, yellow and pink.
— She fears not being good enough as a person, daughter, friend and idol. 

supporting cast

FAMILY: 
Father- Kang Jaeho - age: 46 - business man - intemidating, strict, serious, caring - Yein loves her father very much, but she hasn't always seen eye to eye with him but always does as she’s told. He’s very strict and doesn’t take no for an answer from anyone. He’s definitely not someone to mess around with and all of his well-off friends are aware of this. He likes seemingly like the best of the best to his peers and even going as far as to shun his own family. She knows he loves her though and just wants her to have a stable career.  

Mother- Kang Jangmi - age: 45 - house wife - Caring, materialistic, stubborn, thoughtless - Jangmi is very similar to her husband with their obsession with keeping up with appearances. She is a very stubborn woman and what she wants, she gets. She loves her family very dearly and only wants to see them succeed. She can be very scary when she wants to be and Yein and husband respect her.

Cousin & fellow Ocean member - Kang Seungah - (See background for more details) - Yein and Seungah never really had the chance to connect with one another due to her parents pulling themselves away from the family, so Yein and Seungah didn't get to know each other until they realized they were both trainees at bighit. After a lot of pestering on Yein's part, Seungah finally gave in to her younger cousin's want to be closer. 

FRIENDS: Yein is definitely a people person and isn't one to start conflict, so she gets along fairly well with just about anyone. She would no doubt be very close to the other girls, or at least try her best to. Yein is the member who would go out of her way to make each member feel at ease within the group and damage control when needed. She'd definitely be someone to into the middle of a fight and try to calm everyone down. She knows when to give others space but still enjoys doing things with the other members and is a good shoulder to cry on. She's definitely not a stranger to randomly crawling into bed with the other members when she has a nightmare or just wants to make them laugh or show them a dance video she's been watching. She's also not one to shy away from skinship, but knows when to back off. 

love story

CURRENTLY: Min Yoongi (Suga) AKA gramps - personality: Straightforward/blunt, hardworking, honest, confident, calm, wise, brooding/moody, laid-back, closed-off/private, caring, quiet, humorous, sarcastic, passionate, critical.

First meeting: Think of the phrase, "Opposites attract," because these two are as different as the sun and the moon. Yein is a cute little obedient and overemotional bun whereas Yoongi is a sarcastic, confident, laid-back fire driven rapper. Yein is the biggest and, not so subtle, fan of Suga.(Even having posters of him in her dorm) He is the soul reason why she even auditioned at big hit in the first place. (See full story in background) After discovering a video of him rapping, Yein was hooked and strived to be as passionate, confident and in love with music as Yoongi was. He was what encouraged her to start rapping and singing in the first place and of course, gave her the strength to go against orders and do something she wanted to with her life. (In 2016) The first time the two officially met wasn’t exactly a meeting as was Yein accidently discovering him in a studio all alone. Okay so, it wasn’t such an accident after all because Yein did overhear a few trainee girls squealing about how the boys were here for the day and they heard Suga and Rap Mon would be working on a few tracks in the studio and maybe, just maybe, these lowly trainees would be lucky enough to meet them. Well, Yein, hearing this, sprinted to the studio wing of Bighit and pressed her face into every glass window to see her beloved hero Suga and low and behold, there he was, right in front of her. In all of his wonderful, squishy and brooding glory, he was sitting in front of the sound board, faced scrunched up in concentration as he worked on a private track seemingly all alone. Yein was beside herself with joy. ‘OH MY GOD, THERE HE IS! IS THIS REAL LIFE? DID I DIE AND GO TO HEAVEN!? IS THIS SUGA-SUNBAE!?’ And of course, with all of her fangirl happiness, she started squealing and hyperventilating to herself. (thank god for soundproof walls right lol?) Well, low and behold, at this moment, a deep voice sounded from behind her.
“Umm, what are you doing?” Of course, Yein’s heart dropped into her stomach and she slowly turned to head to see Rap Monster, Taehyung and Jungkook in the flesh standing right behind her. Rap Monster had two coffees in either hand, one seemingly for Suga and the other for himself, giving her a strange look which clued her in that he was indeed the speaker. God, why did these things have to happen to her?

She felt her cheeks burn with embarrassment at being caught, but before she could even process what to say, Taehyung jumped in, “Hyung, I think she’s dying. Did you hear those noises she was making earlier? Maybe we should take her to the infirmary?’
His innocent statement only made things even worse because how could Yein even explain her fangirling? Jungkook awkwardly stared at her, as Rap Monster rose an eyebrow at Taehyung’s question. But of course, the worst thing of all happened. Another deep voice resounded from behind her, tone very familiar to her horror.
“What’s going on out here? Did you bring my coffee? And-,” There was a pause as the great and almighty Suga pushed passed Yein’s body in an instant, coming to stand awfully close to her left side. She could feel everyone’s gaze rake over her, however, Suga’s was the one that left her body ablaze in humility.
“Who’s this?” He asked with a jut of his thumb, eyes burning through to her soul as she gulped and tried to side step.
“I think she’s dying hyung! We found her outside of your studio making weird sea otter noises. I think there’s something wrong with her.” Taehyung exclaimed animatedly. Yein couldn’t bare to stick around any longer and promptly squealed out an “I’m fine! Sorry for bothering you, omg.” before running down the hallway and out of sight. This first meetings had to be one of the most embarrassing things to ever happen to her and kept her up at night. How could she embarrass herself like that in front of Suga?! THE SUGA! She’s an idiot! Great job Yein…

Love Story: As time goes on and after she’s finally chosen for the lineup of Ocean, the girls all get the chance to meet their labelmates, BTS. And to Yein’s horror, they remember her as the girl who was on the brink of death in the hallway, and Taehyung even asks if she’s okay…. Well, at least Suga remembered her, that’s what counted! Yein, being the social butterfly that she was couldn’t help but naively try to talk to the boys and explain that she was doing well and just had a slight cold at the time (COMPLETE LIE) so she didn’t have to face embarrassment for the rest of her life and things seemed to be forgot. However, as the meeting goes on, Yein notices that Suga seems very detached from conversation with the rest of the girls and his band mates, so she decides to shyly approach him. Of course he ignores her, just gives her a slight raise of an eyebrow as she tries to tell him that she’s a fan of his and hopes he continues to do well. Throughout the time of Yein knowing Suga, he pushes her away and doesn’t seem the slightest bit interested in have any sort of conversation or interactions with her, but Yein is very friendly and wants to become close to her idol. Over time, Yein quietly follows him around when he’s in the studio, doing random things for him and trying to earn his approval and respect. She wants him to become comfortable around her and worries that maybe he’s unhappy or lonely and needs another friend. However, one night when she walks in on him practicing a rap in the studio, she realizes that he is way above her and that she will never get any kind of recognition from him. So Yein turns around and goes back to the dance practice room and practices her heart until she realizes, with a slight turn of her heart that Suga was indeed watching her. Shockingly enough, he gives her a tiny clap and nods his head, murmuring a, “keep practicing, you’re not half bad kid.” and turns on his heals and leaves. After this, Yein is enamored. She has fallen head first into a restless crush on her sunbae. This just makes Yein even more persistent at gaining his “friendship.” As time goes on Yein still tries hard to follow him around and try to make conversation and do random little thoughtful things for him but finally he confronts her and asks why she does this. Yein, being oblivious, shyly tells him of her crush and to her horror, he blows her off, calling her a child and saying he doesn’t feel the same way and wouldn’t date someone who is as fake as her, and her feelings will probably go away soon. This crushes Yein and she’s left devastated and sulks for several days after, until she’s confronted by her cousin with “Yah! What’s wrong with you, huh? You’re never this pouty. You’re putting a damper on my mood and disturbing my peace.” Yein knows this is her cousins way of asking what’s wrong, so she cries to her, explaining what happened until her cousin pets her hair and smiles, “Yein, you’re literally like four years younger than Suga-Sunbae. He probably just said that because you’re so young. I don’t think he hates you. I think he’s flattered by your crush. But give it time, you’ll get over it soon enough.” However, how right Seungah actually is, Yein’s crush doesn’t go away. 

Ending- I’d like for Yein and Suga to maybe end up together in time? Maybe Suga comes around to liking her and just distances himself at first because of the ? But I will leave this up to you, author-nim. :)

PAST: N/A.

conclusion

SUGGESTIONS:
— Weekly Idol- kpop cover dance, random play dance, etc.
— After School Club and running man episode?
—Ocean attending KCON
— Solo performances of the girls, or duets?
— Vlives~!!
— Debut Showcase.
— Maybe Ocean going on a reality show?
— The girls having a movie marathon together.
— MAMA 2017 & winning the rookie award.
— Cousin moments between Seungah and Yein
— Maybe the members going on a vacation of some sort? (I'll definitely think of some other moments!)

COMMENTS: AHHHHH I'm finally finished haha! Thank you for giving me this opportunity author-nim and for answering my questions. This is my first time creating a female App so I hope she's okay. Please let me know if there is anything I need to change. And Kimihyun and I collabed on creating characters so I hope you like what we did here! I'll probably add a ton more trivia to the list as well as suggestions. Thank you again, I'm really looking forward to the story. I'll be reading no matter what. :)

PASSWORD: 
Ocean

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