I cant finish a story. smh. i just keep on adding new stories only to leave it hanging in the end. why are you like this? you piece of.. meat. 

i really feel like there is missing on the way i write. it feels.. empty. OTL i feel empty too.. my brain and my stomach. maybe i just need to eat while i figure out what is missing or what is wrong.

or maybe im the wrong. i think this is a sign that i shouldnt write, that i should just let in all in my head. maybe.