So like lately I've been depressed, which i stress eat as well. So in 2016 my weight was actually 199.5. I was almost 200 pounds. I literally stressed ate my entire year last year. Around the ending of November I met a guy at a bakery. We hit it off, then he asked me if i wanted to go on a date with him. I felt terrible because this dude is built, not like he lifts weights, but I'm talking like he sits and chops wood for his free time. (Literally, like we sat at his grandparents and he did that all day). And here in korea a lot of girls are thin and pretty. So at first I was going to decline his date and explain that he needs to finder 'a prettier girl', but before i could even grt that far, he came over with an entire box of donuts and begged that I at least took a walk with him. Not to make it about me, but I basically did. The entire walk I talked about how perfect he was and how trashy i am. Then at the end of the walk he brought me back to my house and there was a package on the porch. He had bought me a couple Tee. I felt bad because i just spent an hour on how i wasnt going to accept. After seeing the package and the disappointment on his adorable face, I accepted the date. Almost a week after dating he asked me if I wanted anything in life and told him to loss weight. Of course i was being serious but at the same time not really. So like the following month he had brought me to his "work out" place. We spent an entire day there. At first i was like, "boi wtf." Then he told me whenever i needed to go back, he'd take me. (Hope i haven't lost you). Then i told him i wanted to make this losing wieght actually happen. BOI! I HAVE THE MOST LOVING BOYFRIEND EVER LIKE WTF IM GONNA CRY ASJKAL!! He kept supporting me. I've been fat shamed by so many people.... 

I am proud to say... I am now at 45KG. For you people who use pounds, 99.2 pounds. I was 200... I now am at 99. I thought at first that maybe that's all my boyfriend really wanted then he told me this morning that he didn't care how much i weighed because he didn't fall in love with me only for my looks, but for my personality and having good looks what also a plus. 

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Gurl, you can do it! If your trying to do something with your life, chop some wood. Just kidding, but for real, my arms are of steal now. But seriously, get you a good support and start! 

Alright now I have to like go through my closet...