I'm depressed again... So... 

I'm just afraid of losing my friends and special someone because of it... It's happened before but... I'm going to take a conscious effort to not let it happen... I'm just scared for now... 

I love all the friends I have along with my darling but... Still... 

I can't help but be afraid, you know?

But yeah... I don't want to go in about why I became depressed all over again but... I just feel like it's gonna be a while before I become better you know?

Uh... I'm such trash orz

But yeah...

I'm out orz