I really don't know what to do about this. I was in a really great mood about five minutes ago. I was working on my story for the first time in a long time and it felt awesome! I've been using Word to organize my story so I can really make my story make sense and make it better for everyone. At least I hope that it will be better. *fingers crossed*

But then she came downstairs and asked me to do something with her. I didn't want to and now all my good feelings are gone.  I feel guilty for not automatically spending time with her and being selfish to do the thing I want to do by myself.  I also feel like I shouldn't feel like this. It really is kicking my right now.

She's totally fine doing whatever she wants on her own and letting me do my thing, but I'm here feeling like crap because I feel like a selfish piece of trash.

I should just go play a game for a while and bury my head in nonsense.

~Taeah