Omg this was so random and wierd.

So I was eating lunch at my university's dining hall by myself. Which I do often becuase I'm okay with that, I enjoy time to myself. (way too often I admit LOL) but anyway I was eating and minding my own business. They play music there and a Kelly Clarkson song came up. I'm not gonna write you a love song...and I was softly signing to it idk why.I stopped singing to it and was went on my phone contimuing to eat silently.Then I heard a guy next to me singing to it.I looked over at him. I was thinking what a weirdo and I was going to mve away lmao. I decided to ignore this thinking that I was overthinking things like I usually do,I decided to stay in my spot and continue on my phone. 

I decided it was time to leave. I was going to get my plates to put them away but I had some trouble gathering my things bc it was a mess lol. This guy comes up to me and says "want some help with that?" A small part of me thought this was weird like wtf no one else at this school's offered to help me with my plates but hey wtf someone's offering to help why not take the help. So I told him yes please and thanked him. He asked me for my name, I told him. He told me his but I don't remmeber it lmao...He then told me I am one of the most beautiful girls he's ever seen. Man I felt so quesy and uncomfortable. I can't even explain it in words. I just chuckled not knowing what else to say.He then asked me what my major is and I told him my major politcal science. He then said something like that's an intresting field and I cynically sai yea.. and he chuckled. It's common courtesy to ask someone a question back when they ask you something about yourself. So there was a short silence and I felt obligated to ask by stupid manners what's your major? He told me biochemistry. 

It was time to put the plates away. He was going to get out his phone and he asked me I'd like to take you out to coffee sometime and man I really didn't want to. I don't know what's wrong with me but I didn't want to. I've only been asked out in my sneior year of high school and I didn;t want to eaither, it was an unattractive underclassmen then.I only had a real crush in high school with a guy in my grade for 5 years and I'm barley getting over it... But this guy was okay looking, maybe unattractive. But I don't know if that's why I said no. When someone brings up dating  I just get nauesous.I'm introverted and sometimes shy but I'm not a passive person. I can say no. And that's what I ended up doing. I told this guy I'm not intrested in dating right now. And he said okay and left,

I felt so bad.. But I couldn't say yes.I don't even think I could be friends with him knowing that. But then again out of the blue a guy asks you out? Maybe this guy had bad intentions. I don't regret saying no but I wonder if I'm normal for not wanting a relashionship.  I just wonder am I aromantic? Heartbroken? Traumatized? Too busy?