Thirteen days left till your day. As usual, I stared at you, watched you do cute things I really can't handle and my knees melt everytime. How can you do this to me. How can you be so-- I can't even find the right word to describe you. I just know that I love you and your voice. I'm listening to you right now that's why I'm writing all these. You gave me motivation-- no, you're the only one who could give me motivation in doing everything. I'm living up to my dreams because I needed- wanted- should see you. Be it 10 years or more from now, I'll wait. You know that I meant that right? So don't ever get out of my sight. It scares me. You're my light. I'm blind without you. I love you.

I can't stop writing about you now. This is how much I love you. You're all I need, all I'll ever need. You took my breath away and made it yours. I breathe when you do. You stole every beat of my heart and it only beat when yours do. I smile when you do. You completely made me yours and I still can't call you mine but it's alright.