Feelings

Okay someone asked me to do this....

First of all Hi to everyone who's reading this.

Most of the teenagers now is depressed, thinking tjat suicide will be the answer, I, myself thought of it.

If you're one of us, please stay strong you just need someone to talk to, Suicide isn't the answer, you think that suicide can make your problem go away, No it's not you will just lock yourself from that problem.

I always think that I'm the problem from my family, I'm always wrong and start thiking things in what will happen to me if I die, they will be happy.

Once my mother said that I should stab myself but I can't.

I even cut my wrist thinking it will hit my pulse.

I hate myself.

Then I start to search some painless suicide and instead of having one the site is about encouragement.

If you think I'm crazy, go, judge me.

But if you think the same way, that you also think you're the problem, just be strong and wait for God's plan.

My friend asked to to write this because she said that writing my feelings can make me feel okay.

I you're also depressed you hould try writing your feelings.

I'm sorry for wasting your time in reading this but also thank you.

That's all.

P.S. sorry if I'm not active and updating my stories, maybe some other time.

 

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Galaxy_98 #1
Writing is a form of therapy and when your feelings are visible in words, you can realise the wrong and right in them.

No one will judge you for thinking of suicide (if they do, they need to grow up) but running away from your problems and hurting yourself is never going to help either. It will scar you and leave you more depressed.

So from onwards, try to make the most of everything. Forgive people and smile. Live your life doing things that make you happy.

To be honest, I know being happy all the time is not realistic but we can try, no? I don't know why your mother told you to stab yourself. May be it was in the heat of the moment?

I am sure your readers will understand your situation.

Be happy. Be you : )
Have a blessed day!
Somebodywhoeatspears #2
Ooohhh don't you think abt killing yourself mate. First of all how old are you? Damn you have some bad parents....... but good friends. Well I never thought abt suicide but if I were you I'd go talk to a teacher or a family relative that I trust and tell them abt the parents and suicide issue. I'm glad that you probably feel better now. Say bravo to your friend from me and keep going like that ok? ;3