I have no idea how my fanfics always turns out to be angst.. Its like when I start writing part of me really doesn't want my characters to share a good ending. I know its kinda selfish to the readers but...it always just ends up being angst. As I write I have a set of ending in mind but when I realises how happy my characters are, its just unfair. Im sorry but... yeah.

Sometimes I also don't know why I did it at all subconsciously maybe I think that I could relate to the bad ending better? It's weird but if just feels so fake, the world doesn't always turn out like those fairytales, happy ending of course. It just makes it so much more realistic right?

I have no idea. Its just my opinion.